Aiven remained frozen, his hand still pressed firmly against the center of Virelle’s chest. Beneath his palm, the frantic, rhythmic drumming of her heart continued to accelerate, mirrored by the thundering pulse in his own throat. Her slender, cool hands stayed draped over his, anchoring him to her as if she were afraid he might drift away if she let go.
For several long seconds, they simply stood in silence, locked in each other's gaze. The only sounds that penetrated the bubble of their intimacy were the distant, muffled whistle of the wind against the anti-pressure dome and the low-frequency thrum of the Cinder-Fox’s engines. But to Aiven, those sounds were secondary to the increasingly loud heartbeat that seemed to resonate through both of them.
Various thoughts raced through Aiven’s head, colliding with one another in a frantic, disorganized jumble. Is this what I think it is? he wondered, his breath hitching. Is this actually a confession? Is it romantic? Or is it some ancient, celestial bond that I’m misinterpreting because I’m just a human? He looked into her eyes, searching for the smug arrogance he usually relied on to keep his distance, but he found only a raw, shimmering honesty.
How was he supposed to respond? Should he say something now, or wait until the world wasn't trying to kill them? But he was the one who had asked the question; he had opened this door, and now the light was blinding him.
Panic finally won out over the trance. Aiven abruptly retracted his hand, pulling it back to his side as if he had been burned. The sudden loss of contact felt like a physical chill. He cleared his throat loudly, the sound echoing awkwardly in the quiet observation lounge.
He tried to find his voice, but the words felt like dry silt in his mouth.
"I... I see," he managed to say, his voice hitching in a slight stutter. He looked down at the polished ironwood of the deck, his right hand moving instinctively to scratch the back of his head. "Thank you, Virelle. For being... that honest with me."
He forced himself to look up again, meeting her eyes. Virelle didn't move; she remained suspended in the air, her hair shimmering in the dawn light. A visible, soft blush remained on her cheeks, making her look uncharacteristically fragile.
Aiven continued, his voice growing a bit steadier despite the tremor in his hands, "I know this might not be the most appropriate time for this kind of talk. We’re right before a mission, we’re on a corporate airship, and there’s a legendary beast waiting for us." He took a deep breath. "But since I was the one who brought it up, and since you gave me a real answer... I think I should be honest with you, too."
Virelle looked at him intently, her hands clutched together in front of her, her eyes wide and expectant.
Aiven shifted his eyes toward her, his expression uncharacteristically soft. "Virelle... you're very protective. Your teasing and your threats caused some...mild problems, but I can feel that your care for me is genuine."
He managed a small smile. "You were right. Whether these feelings are forced because of the summoning or not... as long as they are real to us right now, it doesn't really matter where they came from. I’ve enjoyed the time we’ve spent together, even the chaotic parts. You’ve stayed by my side despite my incompetence, even when I felt like I was at my lowest. You were there when I had nothing."
He paused, looking at his joined hands. "Over time, I've realized... I don't think we're just a summoner and a summoned partner anymore. We've become more than that. I... I've realized that I don't want to lose you. I've become so conscious of you, and I've even... I've even imagined us being something more."
Virelle’s breath hitched, her hair fluttering as she leaned in, hanging on his every word.
"But I don't know what to call this yet," Aiven admitted, his voice dropping an octave. "It’s been barely a month since we met, and things are progressing so quickly. And..." He paused briefly.
"Lyra's passing wasn't that long ago, either. It just feels... wrong for things to move this fast."
He looked out at the clouds, his eyes growing misty. "You probably know this already, but I loved Lyra. We were childhood friends who shared the same dream of adventuring together someday... before reality tore us apart. She had to move to Hearthport, and I... I decided to be a clerk. I buried our dream with the foolish excuse of being 'realistic,' telling myself a human adventurer couldn't pay the bills."
He clenched his right fist. "I really loved her. I didn't truly realize how much until I lost her. And now... the fact that I'm even thinking about starting something with you makes me feel like I'm being disrespectful to her memory. It makes me wonder—are my feelings for Lyra that weak? Or is this unnamed feeling I have for you just something temporary? Something that only exists because you were there when I was at my absolute lowest?"
He turned back to her, his gaze pleading for understanding. "Please... give me a little more time to process all of this. I'm sorry that even though I'm the one who brought this up, I'm the one who can't give you a decisive answer right now. But," he took a step closer, his expression resolute, "I promise you I won't run away. I won't avoid this anymore. Especially now that I know how you truly feel."
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Virelle watched him, her expression softening into something incredibly tender. She drifted closer, closing the distance.
"I understand, Master," she whispered, reaching out to gently squeeze his hands. "It is okay to take your time. My feelings are as eternal as the constellations; they will not diminish simply because the sun rises and sets a few more times. I shall be by your side, as I have always been."
She tilted her head, a familiar, playful spark returning to her eyes as she gave him a teasing smirk. "Though, I should warn you... my feelings might continue to grow until I find it quite impossible to hold back. You may find me becoming even more clingy than before."
Aiven couldn't help but smile, the heavy weight in his chest finally beginning to lift. "I think I can live with that. Thank you, Virelle."
Virelle let out a soft, dramatic huff and released his hands, crossing her arms as she floated slightly higher. "And that is another thing! You must stop thanking me so incessantly. Between the constant thank yous and the endless apologies, you make us feel far more distant than we truly are. It is quite tiresome, Master."
Aiven laughed, a genuine, light sound that seemed to carry over the railing and into the vast morning sky. "Right. I'll try to remember that."
"See that you do," she purred, spinning in a graceful circle. "Now, I believe we have a dungeon to conquer and an artifact to steal. I should hate for the Fox to think we spent the entire flight being sentimental."
The evening dinner in the Cinder-Fox’s dining hall was a far more professional affair than the roadside meals of the past month. The mission team gathered around a polished mahogany table—Aiven, Virelle, Vane, and Pelka. The food was exceptional, consisting of pan-seared reef-fish and colorful root mashes that rivaled the best kitchens in Aerilis.
Virelle picked at her fish with a look of mild, aristocratic critique. "It is adequate," she remarked, her eyes flicking toward the kitchen staff. "The texture is firm and the seasoning is balanced. However," she paused, a mischievous glint appearing in her eyes as she looked at Pelka, "I find myself thinking that the meal would probably taste significantly better with a side of tender lamb meat. Something succulent."
Pelka, who had been quietly nibbling on a piece of steamed broccoli, let out a soft, horrified bleat. Her sheep ears pinned themselves flat against her head, and she nearly dropped her fork, her face going pale beneath her heavy bangs.
"Virelle." Aiven hissed under his breath.
Virelle merely offered a sweet, innocent smile. "What? I am merely discussing culinary theory, Master. There is no need for the snack-creature to be so sensitive."
Vane let out a low, weary rumble from his chest, his eyes never leaving his plate. It seemed he had decided that as long as the Virelle wasn't actively trying to blow up the ship, he would ignore her verbal barbs.
Once the meal was concluded, the team dispersed to prepare for the dawn arrival. Vane escorted them back to the living quarters on the lower deck.
When they reached the cluster of cabins, Virelle stopped in front of the door to Aiven’s room.
"I shall be staying here," she announced, her voice leaving no room for debate.
Aiven blinked, his hand frozen on the door handle. "Wait, Virelle... you have your own room right next door. I thought we were—"
"Sharing a space is more efficient for protective purposes," Virelle interrupted, floating into the room before he could even unlock it. She looked at the king-sized bed, its silk linens glowing under the amber mana-lights.
"Besides, given our... discussion earlier today, I find the idea of being in a separate room quite offensive to my emotional well-being. The bed is clearly large enough."
Aiven looked at the massive bed, then at her determined expression. Given the weight of their confessions on the observation deck, he found himself unable to muster a real argument. He was still processing everything she had said, and strangely, the thought of her being in the room wasn't as terrifying as it should have been, especially when they had been sleeping in the same room ever since day one.
"Alright," Aiven said quietly, closing the door. "Sharing is fine."
They spent several minutes in relative silence, the only sound being the muffled hum of the airship's hull. They engaged in small talk—Virelle asking if he thought the legendary beast in the fane would have a sense of fashion, and Aiven explaining some of his thoughts on how to navigate around the dungeon just to hear her mock them, saying her brute force would be way better.
Eventually, the exhaustion of the long flight and the emotional toll of the day caught up with him. Within minutes, the rhythmic thrum of the ship acted as a lullaby, and he drifted into a deep, dreamless sleep.
Virelle, however, remained awake.
She lay on her side, propped up by a silk pillow, watching the slow, steady rise and fall of Aiven’s chest. The amber light of the room cast long shadows across his face, softening the lines of worry that usually defined him.
Her fingers hovered just shy of his cheek, close enough to feel his heat but not touching. She watched him for a few pulses of the clock, then rolled over to face the ceiling. She closed her eyes, bracing for the long wait until sleep finally decided to arrive.

