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Chapter 1: I still want to live...

  A/N:

  Hello everyone! *bows* Uhh, I'll get real. I'm a rookie when it comes to writing, so I don't know how to approach people,

  I guess I'm kinda anti-social?? but hope that everyone don't mind my mistakes, I mean, everyone makes mistakes, so I'm open when it comes to this. I'm also not an English speaker, but I get better through help and mistakes. So I was thinking about weather or not to add romance, and for now, it's without romance, if I add romance, then there'll be influence on the main story, but, there will be some side characters that have romance, so it's like 50/50? probably. Another thing is that this story might have some confusion, it also has some names that might sound familiar, not fanfic, but something else, so I'll try to make it as understandable as possible. If there is anything that doesn't make sense, please tell me through comments or other means, and I'll respond to you as soon as I possibly can. Now hope

  you enjoy! :P

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  It was dark, a very dark and cold place, actually, it was a dark

  matter, he was too used to this feeling to the point were it's

  starting to get really annoying, it might sound sudden, but, he just

  died.

  '...again.'

  The man has lost his own past, there were no memories left, only

  things like the name of his world he was born in, he started to

  miss his old life, he was sure that it wasn't a good one, otherwise,

  how can he end up here? This world were it rebuilds itself, and he

  goes back reincarnating into whatever as a task, it kept repeating like

  this, and he started believing that this 'game-system' was broken, he

  was literally loosing memories of what was happening, it definitely

  wants him to completely lose memories to the point were there was

  only a blank, almost mindless like some zombie, he was starting to

  have that feeling. And then there was a place he thought about...

  "Home."

  His home, a house full of warmth was the best type of home,

  there were no memories of it, but he wanted to remember

  the feeling, he was in a cold place after all...

  Thinking about his past life, he was sure that it wasn't a good one,

  but he thought it was better than dying and living again and

  again, an almost never ending cycle, as he kept going forward, he

  felt apathy, helplessness, loneliness, he lost his track of time, lost his

  name, home, everything. It doesn't matter if he lived again, his happiness

  would disappear once more, and his loneliness continued to make

  him go at the verge of loosing his sanity...

  'When will this cycle end?'

  He kept asking this question almost every time he lives once again, and

  the only hope he has now was this floating light-blue screen that was

  on his face, written:

  'Starting the reincarnation of the no. 2001/9999 world...'

  'Beginning the count down: 10..9..8..'

  But it was also the reason why he wants to die even more, it feels

  like all his hopes will get crushed soon...

  '7..6..'

  A man with no reason to live anymore, what can he

  accomplish if he was a dead man from the start? All he could do now

  was wait 'till nothing was left, 'till he forgets again that this ever

  happened, he was starting to get sick of everything...

  '..4..3.....'

  .......

  "ha, What happ-?"

  'The reincarnation has paused temporarily, the host has received his

  first rewards for achieving 2000 times of reincarnation, the reward

  usually drops items or skills necessary for the host's situation. would

  you like to open the reward box?

  Yes/No'

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  Reading the words on the screen, his face had the look of saying

  'what the fuck is this?' he was kind of confused, many questions

  started popping in his head, but he immediately shook them off, it

  was not the time to think about what was happening, but what was

  his situation, he smiled and said 'yes' without any hesitation.

  'Opening the reward box...'

  Although it was weird for this to happen all at once, he felt for the

  first time in awhile, a feeling that makes the heart race, having

  expectation, and. Motivation. He felt like he missed this feeling, it

  was a much better feeling than apathy, helplessness and loneliness, he

  felt being alive, he wanted to feel it even before dying at anytime,

  he really wanted to experience it one more time, being a new person,

  a much better person, he wants to feel it a bit longer, but sadly, it

  left as soon as it came, and in front of him, a white box was

  shining in the dark space, like a small candle lighting the whole room,

  this was his only hope, his last hope, what will it be for tomorrow?

  The box slowly opened, it disappeared and two items dropped, one

  was a glass bottle with orange-gold liquid inside, the other was an

  iron wrench, looking at the two items floating in midair in front of

  him, he pondered, but couldn't understand their use, then another

  light-blue screen appeared, it said:

  'Host should drink the bottle to help with the damaged brain, though

  it helps curing the damage, the lost memories will be regained very

  slowly, this is due to the type of the drug, it is low in tier. You

  can't get this item anywhere else, this is due to the difficulty and

  luck of the host, there is 0.1 chance of gaining this drug again, so

  please use it for yourself.'

  Seeing this, he couldn't help but drink as fast as he could, after

  drinking the drug, he felt a warm tingling sensation spread all around

  his body, he felt addicted, after that, he glanced to his right, the

  wrench was still floating, this one actually confused him more than

  the liquid drug, why does he even need a wrench?? As if the system

  heard his question, it answered him immediately:

  'The wrench is used to fix broken things, anything is possible to fix

  using this wrench, the host originally wanted to fix something, but

  due to the brain damage, he has forgotten what it was to fix.'

  'Fix...? Back then, was I stupid or something?'

  Then he thought about it but carefully this time, after a few

  minutes his eyelids jumped, he started smiling and said.

  'No, no. I'm the stupid one. Why didn't I realize this earlier?'

  The man realized that it was actually to fix the system, it was ironic

  how it got him something to fix the system itself, he asked for

  instructions from the system and smiled to himself as the hammer

  was trying to fix the system screen.

  A few minutes as he was sitting, waiting for the wrench to finish it's

  job, he suddenly felt mentally exhausted, a screen popped up and he

  read what it said, but this gave him a headache...

  'The damage is starting to heal, as this happens, it makes the host

  feel mentally in pain or exhausted. It is recommended for the host

  to rest, the next reincarnation will continue as the count down will

  continue shortly after this process...'

  The stiff body muscles relaxed, so as the nerves, he laid down on a

  transparent surface in a sleeping position, as he was looking at the

  light-blue screen, he smiled bitterly, his eyes became watery as he

  slowly closed his eyes.

  'I see...'

  'I'm still not willing to die.'

  He opened his eyes, his sight turned dark and his consciousness slowly

  drifted away...

  ***

  It was morning, how? In a room, filled with wooden boxes- actually,

  almost everything was made out of wood, there were windows in the

  sides, a door in the front, stairs in the back, a table in a corner, and

  a fat and short boy on a wooden chair in the middle of the room, he

  seems to be asleep.

  Well, now that the sunlight reflected on his head, the boy woke up,

  he tried moving his hand to cover the spot the sunlight hit, but was

  tied up on a chair, this surprised the boy, although he might look fat

  and short, he was actually the man who was sleeping earlier, he

  reincarnated into a fat boy.

  Ding!

  When the boy responded to the sound by looking up, he saw a screen

  on his face, it said:

  'Side Quest (1): escape from the pirates

  Information about the quest:

  the host has the identity of a young rich boy named

  Nochae Ienle, the boy is nicknamed 'Lazy pig' due to his fat body

  and laziness that was said could win against sloths, he is also very

  childish, arrogant, and naive, he mostly uses his family name for

  everything that he wants. One day, he got drunk drinking too much

  and slept after he was with women. Pirates then came, took the

  women including the tied up Nochae, killed people, and left the

  mansion taking Nochae and the women to their ships. Escape the

  pirates and go back to the Ianle family mansion. To know more, please

  call out 'Information' to learn about the story named 'War of Nez'.

  Rewards:

  -500 system coins

  -Random shopping ticket

  Status:

  System No.: 4C1Y8EW

  Name: Nochae Ianle(Zoha)

  Age: 14[38-68-3724]

  Lvl: 0

  Stage: 0/28

  Agility: 4.5(0.5-)

  Health: 99.5%(0.5-)

  Intelligence: 3

  Resistance: 4

  Stamina: 78%(32-)

  Strength: 7(1-)

  Luck: 1.4

  Seeing the quest and status, Nochae felt very confused...

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