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All of This Was Only a Choice

  The Godmother did not put the little one down right away.

  She held it in her arms, her gaze resting on it for a moment—

  as though she were confirming a rhythm, rather than examining its form.

  Only then did she lift her eyes to Arl.

  “What you want to ask,” she said calmly,

  “isn’t only about what it is.”

  Arl felt her throat tighten slightly.

  She did not deny it.

  She only answered in a low voice.

  “…Yes.”

  The Godmother nodded, as if she had expected nothing else.

  “Then let me tell you one thing first.”

  Her voice was steady, but it carried no weight of proclamation.

  “It was not sent here.”

  “And it was not left behind.”

  The little one shifted in her arms, wriggling until it found a more comfortable position.

  Its tail brushed lightly against her wrist.

  The Godmother chuckled softly—

  as if speaking to it, and yet also to Arl.

  “See? It doesn’t understand a word we’re saying. And it doesn’t care.”

  Arl couldn’t help lifting her head, her gaze settling on the small body being held so naturally.

  “Then it is…?”

  “A choice,” the Godmother replied at once.

  “Not yours. And not mine.”

  She gently set the little one back on the ground.

  It didn’t run off.

  Instead, it sat between them, looked up at the Godmother, then turned back to Arl—

  as if confirming that they were still sharing the same space.

  “Some existences don’t need to be named to live well,”

  the Godmother continued, her tone shifting subtly.

  “But there are others who, if never called at all,

  will slowly forget who they are.”

  Arl’s fingers twitched.

  She suddenly understood—the Godmother was not making a decision for her.

  She was telling her—

  that she was already standing on that line.

  “It followed you through the night paths,” the Godmother said,

  “and perhaps it will walk with you through places that have no names.”

  “Not because you saved it.”

  “But because you never treated it as something that needed saving.”

  Her gaze softened.

  “You allowed it to choose where to stop.”

  Arl lowered her head, looking at the little one sitting by her feet.

  It wasn’t looking at her.

  It was focused on chewing a short blade of grass on the ground,

  its movements so earnest they were almost ceremonial.

  She spoke suddenly, her voice lighter than she expected.

  “…If I give it a name.”

  “That wouldn’t be keeping it.”

  “It would just mean… that when I call,

  I know who I’m calling.”

  The Godmother did not answer.

  She only looked at Arl—slowly, deeply.

  It was the look of someone confirming that another had already considered the cost.

  “Then call it,” she said at last.

  “A name is not a shackle.”

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  “It’s a sound you’re willing to remember,

  even when you’re lost.”

  The little one lifted its head, as if it had heard something.

  Arl crouched down to meet its eyes.

  She did not reach out.

  She simply looked at it, letting the name turn over once in her heart—

  making sure it carried no possession, no expectation.

  Then she spoke it softly.

  Just a quiet call.

  No command.

  No declaration.

  Only a gentle attempt.

  The little one’s ears twitched.

  Its tail swayed—just slightly.

  Beside them, the Godmother watched,

  and finally added, as though reassured,

  “Don’t worry, child.”

  “If one day it no longer answers that name—”

  “That will mean you’ve both reached the place where you part.”

  She turned back toward the stone stele.

  “And that day won’t be loss.”

  “It will simply mean the road has ended.”

  At those words, the tight weight Arl had been carrying in her chest finally eased.

  She looked down at the little one.

  “Veyra,”

  she called softly.

  It was only a sound.

  Without command. Without hope.

  The name came from a place in her heart

  that had not been spoken aloud for a very long time.

  Names were never meant to claim another—

  only to confirm who you were speaking to, in this moment.

  The little one’s ears twitched.

  Its tail swayed, lightly.

  Arl did not call again.

  The Godmother stepped closer and gently patted Arl’s head.

  “As for Veyra,” she said,

  “you don’t need to worry about how the tribe will see it.”

  “Their eyes will see a dog.”

  “And you only need to see what you see.”

  She withdrew her hand, her voice returning to its familiar gentleness.

  “As for its past, time will give you that answer.”

  “That’s not avoidance—it’s a boundary.

  Because you don’t want to hear any prophecies from me right now, do you?”

  “So the time you share may give you the answer you’re looking for.”

  She looked at Arl, her gaze steady and clear.

  Then Arl remembered something.

  She took out the fruit she had found in the Star-Dew flower field and offered it to the Godmother.

  A silver light shimmered faintly in her palm.

  Though removed from its place of origin,

  the fruit had lost none of its quiet radiance.

  The Godmother recognized it at once.

  She paused, as if recalling something, then turned and passed through the stone door behind the stele.

  When she returned, she carried a wooden box.

  Inside were several fragments of old pages.

  One bore a title:

  Star-Dew Fruit

  But when opened, there was only an illustration of the fruit itself.

  No annotations.

  No words.

  A faint disappointment rose in Arl’s chest.

  If she knew what the fruit did, perhaps it could explain something about Vey.

  The Godmother closed the box, her tone still gentle.

  “I’m sorry, child.”

  “This is all I can give you.”

  She looked at Arl, her voice neither advancing nor extending further.

  “Do you understand?”

  Arl smiled and nodded.

  “It’s alright, Grandma.”

  “I think… I’d already guessed as much.”

  “Thank you anyway.”

  She lifted Vey into her arms, bowed respectfully, and turned to leave.

  Behind her, the Godmother remained where she was, watching her back.

  A faint smile rested on her face.

  It was the kind of expression one only wore

  when watching the child in one’s heart walk toward her own road.

  These were words she never spoke aloud to Arl.

  Arl laid out all her travel gear outside, checking each item one by one to ensure nothing was missing.

  Then she lifted Vey and placed it back into the familiar cloth bag at her side.

  She didn’t feel safe leaving it alone at home—

  and truthfully, she wanted to observe it more closely.

  So she chose to bring it with her.

  “Behave yourself,” she murmured.

  “When we reach an open area, I’ll let you down.”

  With her packs secured, she set out on her own exploration task—The Kadanqiu Forest.

  Known as the graveyard of machines.

  It has no true boundary.

  When the road grows quiet, people simply know not to go any further.

  Relics of an older age lie sunken deep within the forest—

  machines that have lost their power, their purpose.

  The plants do not care.

  Roots coil along metal curves.

  Vines slip through shattered joints.

  Wild growth overtakes the frames of what were once called “beasts.”

  The scattered folk who live nearby never approach the forest.

  They don’t mark it.

  They don’t fence it off.

  They sing.

  From the time children are too young to understand the words,

  they are taught the song.

  While surveying the outer edge, Arl happened upon one of the scattered folk’s monthly gatherings.

  It wasn’t a formal meeting—

  more a habitual coming together.

  They exchanged information, traded supplies,

  and confirmed that they were still alive.

  Arl had been about to head deeper into the forest

  when a few sharp-eyed people noticed her.

  They didn’t scold her.

  They simply moved quickly,

  one on either side, guiding her away from the treeline.

  She was led to the center of the gathering.

  A fire had been lit.

  Sparks drifted upward with the night wind.

  Starlight fell on cup rims, wooden bowls, and people’s shoulders.

  Someone poured her a drink and pressed it into her hand.

  No one asked who she was.

  No one asked what she intended to do.

  Then someone began to sing.

  Not a solo.

  Not a unified chant.

  But the kind of song where everyone knows

  exactly which line they’re meant to join.

  Around the fire, beneath the stars,

  with cups gently swaying in their hands,

  they sang—

  


  Don’t walk into the fog.

  Don’t count the spines of trees.

  That’s no mountain—

  it’s a beast lying low.

  Root on root,

  iron in earth,

  it never fell—

  it only stopped walking.

  When the wind comes,

  the valley breathes.

  It calls to you,

  but not for you to answer.

  Don’t break its bones.

  Don’t ask its name.

  Direction will forget you,

  the way you forget the road home.

  Sing softer here.

  Lower your voice.

  The Sunken Spine sleeps.

  If it wakes—

  it won’t remember you.

  When the song ended, the fire fell quiet for a moment.

  Then came the children’s voices.

  They sat at the adults’ feet,

  not fully understanding the meaning,

  yet singing with perfect rhythm—

  


  Don’t go into the fog, don’t turn back,

  the trees are bending, walking slow.

  It’s not dead and it’s not alive,

  just too tired to walk anymore.

  Someone chuckled softly.

  Someone reached out to ruffle a child’s hair.

  Only then did someone turn to Arl and explain—

  This was a song left behind by their ancestors.

  Not meant to frighten.

  But to remind.

  only in knowing you chose to walk them.

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