Rem walked fast. His stride long, deliberate. Boots striking sharp against the slate as he crossed the commons.

  The air carried the faint sting of ozone, the hum of distant generators. Ahead, the civil care facility rose from the gray—glass and light and silence.

  Every step closer felt heavier, as if gravity thickened just for him.

  When slate gave way to synthetic flooring, the sound of his boots softened, swallowed whole. The world hushed, waiting for something to break.

  He went straight to the registry. There—critical care level.

  The sight of the name hit him like a cold wind.

  The lift doors opened. He slipped inside, his satchel scraping the frame. The doors sealed. The air grew close—metallic, sterile.

  His reflection stared back from the brushed steel: drawn face, clenched jaw, eyes that wouldn’t stop flicking to the floor. His heartbeat thudded in his ears, uneven, accusing. A sour weight churned in his gut, that familiar sense that he’d already done something wrong—he just didn’t know what yet.

  “He did not,” a girl in a blue dress giggled nearby, shoulder to shoulder with another, both watching a tablet.

  The sound stabbed through the quiet—bright, careless, alive. He looked away. It followed him into the silence that came after.

  When the lift opened, the air changed again. Cool, filtered. Sharp with disinfectant.

  The critical concourse stretched before him—muted light, polished calm. He moved toward the alcove marked , his steps soundless, his breath too loud.

  The dimness there was a relief. A place for guilt to hide.

  “Finn.”

  The boy was curled in the corner, fingers locked around his tablet, still in his robes. Shadows clung beneath his eyes. Exhaustion carved deep. Beneath that—something raw, hollow. The kind of emptiness that eats from the inside out.

  “Rem.”

  Finn pushed himself upright, shaking. When he uncurled, Rem saw the sling, his arm hanging limp, streaks of dried blood marring his robe.

  Rem’s throat tightened. “How is… how are you?”

  “I am… this is nothing.” His voice was quiet, almost reverent. “Thanks to him.” The words vanished into the filtered air. Then, lower: “Noah is… not good. They’re trying to stabilize him.”

  Rem let out a slow breath. His satchel slipped from his shoulder. He sank into the chair opposite, every motion deliberate, heavy.

  “What happened?”

  “We were overrun on the third surge.” Finn’s breath hitched. His eyes flicked somewhere far beyond the alcove. “When that happens, we fall back—organized retreat, to the stone. It was supposed to be clean. Controlled. Everything seemed fine.”

  He swallowed hard, jaw working as if to force the next part out. “Noah was last. He always guards the retreat.” A pause. “We were right there. Right at the stone. Then—” his fingers twitched against the robe— “then a dire wolf hit. I left first.”

  The words hung between them like an accusation.

  “I left first,” he said again, quieter now, as if the repetition could turn it into something else. “And I waited. Sophie came out just after me.” His eyes were vacant, fixed near Rem’s boots. “Then later Jessa.”

  Rem felt his chest tighten. A slow, creeping nausea behind his ribs.

  “Noah didn’t come back right away,” Finn whispered. “We waited for him. A minute, maybe more. Then he fell through.” His voice hollowed out. “Medical got him right away, but—” He stopped. Shook his head. “He was… he was savaged, Rem. They said he shouldn’t have survived that long.”

  The silence that followed pressed in, heavy and slow as water. A machine hissed somewhere down the corridor, the sound fading into nothing.

  Rem didn’t move. The weight of Finn’s words settled in his gut, cold and crawling.

  He tried to picture it—the retreat, the blur of movement, the pull of the glyph’s light ahead. Noah at the rear, fighting, shouting for the others to move. The moment the line broke.

  Rem’s breath hitched. He’d known it was dangerous. Seen the strain in his friend—the small injuries, the way Noah shrugged off concern. Rem hadn’t said anything. No. He had. But not enough.

  Just make it to the glyph. That was the rule. You might lose your rewards, sure—but you’d live.

  He’d believed that. Believed it was a child’s tutorial.

  But Noah didn’t. Noah stayed. Of course he stayed.

  And now the logic of it all—his neat, safe reasoning—collapsed under the weight of that image: Noah alone, torn apart while the rest of them vanished through.

  It didn’t make sense.

  Rem closed his eyes and let himself fall into the chair. For a moment, everything in him went slack. The room was still, wrapped in that strange quiet that doesn’t belong to silence but to waiting.

  “His family is with him?”

  “Yeah,” – Finn rubbed at his eyes – “I’ve been getting updates from Cole. I’ll let him know you’re here.”

  Cole. Noah’s little brother. The name landed hard. Rem swallowed, trying to imagine what he must be going through. He couldn’t.

  Minutes stretched. The air-cyclers hummed to life, shut off again. The rhythm of a place built to regulate grief.

  Rem looked over at Finn—the worry carved deep into his face, the tension sitting just behind his eyes. “You didn’t do anything wrong, Finn.”

  Finn met his gaze. His eyes were hollow, his mouth tightening into a thin line. “I could have done more.” A pause, heavy and bare. “I know I could have done more.”

  Rem almost said it— But the words tasted useless, too small for the weight of them.

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  “You’re beat,” he said instead. “Go home. Get some rest. I’ll stay and let you know if anything changes.”

  “I want to be here,” Finn murmured. “At least until he’s stable.”

  And so they waited.

  It wasn’t silent, not really. Voices drifted from the other alcoves—low, urgent. Somewhere, a woman cried softly. Machines breathed in their slow, mechanical rhythm. The night moved on without moving at all.

  Hours later, Finn got the message from Cole.

  He left soon after, shoulders hunched, eyes unfocused.

  Rem stayed. The concourse lights dimmed to their nighttime hue. Somewhere between one breath and the next, his body gave in, and he slept.

  The morning came and went. Rem drifted through the critical care concourse to keep himself from thinking too much. It didn’t help. The vision of Noah taking all the damage so his team could get out safely. So Jessa could get out safely.

  The walls pulsed with quiet machinery; light slipped in through panels that mimicked sunlight but never quite got the color right.

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  “I know” –Rem pivoted, his heels barely leaving a sound on the sound-absorbent surface –”but I knew he was getting injured. We could’ve helped him more, without exposing our secrets.”

  Cole found him pacing. The boy’s face was pale, hollowed by sleepless hours, but his voice held something almost steady. “They’re moving him soon,” he said. “Up to recovery.”

  When Noah was transferred, Rem bought a small cup of vanilla ice cream from the roaming concession drone—a ritual more than a celebration. He ate it slowly, standing by the window, letting the sweetness numb his tongue. For the first time, he let himself believe things might be all right.

  The recovery ward was brighter, the air easier to breathe. Hopeful colors, warmer lights. The waiting areas were open, communal, people sitting in little knots of conversation instead of silence.

  Noah’s mother came to find him there. She was tall and severe-looking, her long gray hair hanging flat and tired. The skin beneath her eyes had gone dark with worry.

  “Do you want to talk to him?” she asked. “He’s awake.”

  Rem nodded, and followed her down the hall.

  Noah was smiling when he entered. The smile was weak but genuine, and for a moment Rem forgot everything else. Then his eyes adjusted—caught on the shape of the bed, the lines of the bandages, the empty space where a leg should have been. An arm gone too. His friend swaddled in white down to the hip.

  “You should see your face right now.” Noah’s voice cracked with laughter that turned to pain halfway through. He grimaced, sucked in a slow breath, and steadied himself.

  Rem stepped closer, weaving through the hum of medical proxies—human machines, scanning, adjusting, murmuring to themselves.

  He stood beside the bed, hands in his pockets. He hadn’t expected this. Not like this.

  “Oh, I know what you’re thinking.” Noah’s smile lingered, faint but sharp. His eyes stayed closed. “You’re thinking how much you hate being right. And you’re blaming yourself, like always.”

  Rem shook his head, voice rough. “I was thinking it’s a miracle you’re alive.”

  That earned a small nod. “It’s not all about you, Rem,” Noah said softly. “Don’t blame yourself. I made my own choices.” He opened his eyes—gray and lucid—and looked straight at him. For a heartbeat, everything else in the room stopped moving.

  Then the door slid open and another proxy rolled in, pushing a blue plasteel cart with the Union of Worlds insignia stamped on the side.

  “Someone ordered an intra-cellular essence scan for Noah de Wit,” it announced. At a gesture, the device unfolded, its arms unfurling with clinical grace.

  “And after that,” said the attending medic, “you need to rest. Let’s give them some privacy.”

  Rem took a step back. “It’s good to see you, Noah,” he said quietly.

  “Good to be seen,” Noah murmured.

  Rem followed the medic out, glancing back once. The light in the room felt softer now, almost kind. A weight he hadn’t known he was carrying loosened as he caught that faint, stubborn smile on his friend’s face.

  They could figure it out. As long as Noah was alive, they could deal with the rest.

  When Rem stepped outside the care center, his legs felt lighter. The air no longer pressed down on him. He stopped at a small street vendor near the tramway—steam rising from polished trays—and ordered a meal he barely tasted.

  Then it was back to the recovery ward where he fielded calls from the others—Eva, Finn, Mara, though the last made him angry when she said this was the price of pushing forward. As though Noah’s injury was just another part of the Union’s plan.

  He didn’t talk to Sophie. He wanted to hear from her what really happened inside the challenge.

  Noah slept the entire day. He needed it.

  When the chime signaled the end of visiting hours, the ward lights dimmed to their nighttime hue. Rem lingered a little longer by the entrance, then turned toward the exit. A night’s sleep. That was all he needed.

  You have a call from Matthew de Wit.

  The voice of the notifier pulled him from sleep. For a few seconds, Rem didn’t know where he was. The room glowed a dull gray with the first wash of dawn, the blinds half open, the skyline of Zwolle blurred by mist. Monday. A school day.

  He sat up, rubbed his eyes, and accepted the call. His pulse had already begun to climb, a steady hammer in his throat. There was only one reason Noah’s family would reach out directly.

  “Rembrandt.”

  Matthew de Wit’s projection shimmered into focus — thin, angular, the color washed out by early light. His hair was uncombed, the deep lines of fatigue carved into his face. His eyes looked stripped of sleep, stripped of everything.

  “Mr. de Wit,” Rem managed, already knowing. “Is everything all right?”

  “I’m calling Noah’s friends to tell them…” The man hesitated. His mouth moved, but the sound came a moment later, flat and practiced. “Noah passed away last night in his sleep. It was peaceful.”

  Rem’s breath caught. His body refused to move.

  “What?”

  He blinked hard, as though that might clear the air between them. The world narrowed to the dull hum of the air recycler.

  “What?” His voice came out cracked, too small for the room.

  “Essence destabilization.” Matrice said it like he’d repeated it many times. “We’ll have a memorial service on Wednesday. I’ll send you the details.”

  Rem didn’t respond. He couldn’t.

  After a pause, the man added softly, “Thank you for being my son’s friend, Rembrandt.”

  The call dropped to silence.

  Rem sat there. The bed creaked under him. His hands, still gripping the edge of the blanket, wouldn’t unclench. The light had shifted; everything seemed too white, too clear.

  He swallowed, but his throat burned. The room felt wrong around him – equal parts hostile and foreign. He pressed his palms flat against the mattress, trying to steady the tilt of the world. His vision pulsed once, twice — light blooming and collapsing behind his eyes. Every breath scraped against his ribs, too shallow to count as breathing at all.

  For a long time, he just sat there, waiting for his body to remember what to do next. When it finally did, it wasn’t clarity that came, only motion — the small, mechanical kind. He stood. Pulled on his old clothes — jeans, a black shirt, the jacket with the frayed cuff. Something that belonged to the person he’d been before all of this.

  Outside, the morning was still forming. Mist clung to the rails. A railcar whispered past, its lights dull against the haze.

  Rem walked to the rail concourse and stepped onto the first departing line. He changed at the central station, boarded a ground car, and let it carry him out of the city. The windows filled with green and gold as the cultivated countryside unspooled. He shut off his notifications and messages.

  He pulled up his music. He needed something to drown out his thoughts. He pushed through all his playlist settling on gritty, almost rustic acoustics. started, the intro a haunting whistle solo.

  He needed distance — from the academy, from his friends, from the Union and its endless games of survival. From the voices that kept justifying what had happened.

  Mostly, he needed distance from himself.

  By the time the city vanished behind the horizon, he realized he’d carried everything with him anyway — the guilt, the noise, the image of Noah smiling in that hospital bed.

  He stepped out into the open air. Fields stretched in every direction, rows of engineered yellow blooms swaying in the wind. The scent of pollen and sun-warmed soil hit him, sharp and sweet.

  He tried to breathe deep but couldn’t. The emptiness inside him wouldn’t let him.

  So he stopped walking, and somewhere between one shuddering breath and the next, water pooled in, threatening to track down.

  He didn’t let the tears fall. His face settled cold, impassive.

  The wind moved through the flowers like a long, slow breath. Rem took it in, a long deliberate pull that filled his lungs with the sweet scent of the end of summer.

  Alone in the cooling light of early autumn, in a field of golden dahlias, Rem pulled his journal free, gripped his pen and let himself go.