Stu’s training log- day-04

  Back to work. Of course, when isn’t it work for me? Today Chaos and I are supposed to try and figure out how to control the power I get from her. This is going to be difficult because she isn’t even really sure what it is. Chaos isn’t a straightforward concept, so the guess work is at a maximum level. This supposedly takes both of us to be on the same level spiritually.. No idea what that is supposed to mean!! This is the part where I sigh deeply and go try anyway. That means I’ll probably blow up, or something today…

  Stu and Chaos entered the gym together looking at all the new equipment. Stu looked at her and asked, “Is it a good idea to be training in a skirt?”

  She smiled saying, “It’s best to train in what you expect to fight in. Since this is my god outfit, I’ll wear this.. But the panties are regur, I could remove those..”

  Stu thought about his promise to the cats.. because he wanted so badly to encourage her.. “Please… don’t..” He said sadly. God, the world would owe him after this…

  Chaos looked at him saying, “You did it again! I can hear you when you do that!”

  Thinking quickly, Stu walked to the weight bench saying, “I’m just going to lift for few, to get warmed up..” He y on the bench getting ready to lift the weights.

  Chaos ran over saying, “I’ll spot you!” Standing by his head as he looked up slightly; noticing that Chaos’s skirt peaked over his eyes as he lifted the weight. He saw glorious pink panties.

  Setting the weights down quickly, he sat up saying, “Never mind.. That isn’t helping..” He totally avoided eye-contact with her.

  Chaos asked, “What’s with you? You don’t spend time with me like the others, and you won’t even look at me.”

  Feeling bad he looked at her saying, “I’m sorry things have been so chaotic. I didn’t realize that. I’ll not stop giving you my attention today.”

  Chaos said, “Alright, I guess that is something. I have to say you had me worried when I walked by the bathroom st night, and you were there making all those weird noises. I thought you might have been having a night cry or something.”

  He just stared wide-eyed at her saying, “Heh.. Yeah, I was crying alright.. How.. How long were you out there?”

  She thought about it, and then said, “Until you stopped making weird noises and said thank you Chaos.. then I thought you must be feeling better and I went to bed..”

  Still wide-eyed Stu asked, “Right.. Are you fucking with me?”

  She stared at him with her naturally innocent look asking, “How so?”

  He asked, “Really? Like, for real?”

  Shaking her head, confused Chaos said, “I’m sorry. I don’t understand what you’re saying. You seem like you are being intentionally vague.”

  Stu said, “Oh, I’m being intentionally vague.. For sure..”

  Chaos shrugged saying, “Either way I was cheering for you and sending you good vibes. Hopefully you felt it.”

  Stu looked at her like he just couldn’t believe it, asking, “Really? You aren’t messing with me?”

  Looking like she had an idea, she said, “Maybe since that brought us together st night, maybe you should do whatever you did tonight?”

  Stu was done with today. He looked at her saying, “Oh, I pn on it…” Walking off he muttered to himself, “Really? I just can’t believe that..”

  Stu’s training log- day-05

  So, I spent all night crying in the bathroom.. Feeling better today! Ready to try again, getting in sync with Chaos. Going to try this again..

  Stu and Chaos entered the gym for their second day of training. Stu said, “I’m feeling really good about today, this is going to be our day Chaos.”

  She smiled wide saying, “That’s so good to hear! I’m really excited about today too. Last night I was outside the bathroom and…”

  Stu walked out of the gym once again. He was shaking his head in shame; he didn’t want to know the ending to today’s story. He was there for it st night…

  Stu’s training log- day-06

  Alright, todays the day. I didn’t jack.. um, night cry, st night… So, today’s the day!

  Stu and Chaos sat inside the gym doing nothing, but just looking at each other awkwardly. Chaos asked, “Are you going to leave today?”

  Stu said, “As long as you don’t ever tell me the bathroom stories.”

  She looked confused asking, “What were you doing in there?”

  Stus phone rang and he looked down to see Broth calling, perfect timing.. Answering it Broth said, “Hey buddy! How’s it going? So, a little kitty tells me that you are having a hard time performing with one of your girls over there.”

  Stu sighed, “Get to the point Broth..”

  Broth said, “I cooked you guys a little something up to get the juices flowing. Try it and see if it works. By the way, Marrow says he’s standing behind you and not to freak out.. wait you’re standing… where’d he go?”

  Stu said, “Goodbye Broth.” hanging up the phone Stu said, “Hello Marrow.” Turning around, the cat sat there waiting. He looked rougher than usual.

  Marrow said, “I brought you some form of narcotics that your druggy friend cooked up….”

  Stu asked, “Are you doing alright Marrow? You look like you’re having a hard day..”

  Marrow said, “I’m sorry. It’s just that Broth never sleeps. All day and all night, it’s loud music and work. An occasional moment of silence when he goes to get more drugs… Sorry, I haven’t gotten much sleep..”

  Stu said, “I’m sorry Marrow I didn’t know he was moving in with you.. You want to grab a nap here when you can?”

  Marrow said, “I’ll be in the kitchen window. I like sleeping in sunlight.. Thanks.. After this I have to grab two pots for Broth.. he said it was important..” He turned heading out of the gym.

  Stu grabbed the bag Marrow brought. It had two blue capsules in it. He looked at Chaos asking, “Are you ready to get weird?” He handed her one and he ate his, she did too.

  Stu’s phone rang again; it was Broth. He answered, “What?”

  Broth said, “Hey man, don’t hang up on me I wasn’t done telling you about this stuff. When Marrow gets there he will have a bag with two capsules, they make one pot of tea each, should st you five or six weeks so dose yourself lightly. I’m not sure Marrow understood what I was telling him a minute ago.”

  Stu said, “Wait, two pots?”

  Broth said, Yeah I wouldn’t send you something without giving it to you in bulk man..”

  Stu sternly said, “Listen to me Broth, what was that? We thought it was a pill for each of us.. We ate them!”

  Broth was silent for a second before saying, “Oh…” More silence followed before he said, “Well, you might be a little upset by the answer to that…”

  Stu yelled, “What.. was.. it? Tell me or so help me God!”

  Broth squeaked out, “You have to promise not to murder me..”

  Stu said, “I’m going to murder you if you don’t tell me! Ask around I’ve done it!”

  Broth said, “It’s a little of you, a little of her, and a lot of DMT, homemade of course…”

  Stu furiously asked, “What is a little of me and her?”

  Broth said, “Blood from samples I have…”

  Stu hung up the phone. Goddammit he thought.

  Chaos said, “I feel funny. Is this the getting weird part?”

  Stu yelled, “Girls!”

  They came running into the gym, Prosperity asked, “What’s wrong?”

  Stu said, “This is important and time sensitive. Chaos and I have both been poisoned and the only way to get through this is..” He could feel it kicking in, that was fast.. right.. “We need beanbag chairs, pop, muchies, and all the Pink Floyd you can find.. now hurry! This is an order!”

  The girls ran off; he looked at Chaos who was now sitting on the floor looking at her hand as she waved it in front of her face. Stu said, “I’m sorry I keep ruining training. This one’s fucked too.”

  Chaos ughed saying, “You don’t keep ruining it.. I do. My names Chaos, I can’t help but mess things up.” She smiled saying, “You know I looooove you? I think about you all the time.. Sometimes.. When I’m alone and thinking about you…”

  Stu said, “You can’t handle your drugs..” He snickered saying, “Stop talking before you say something embarrassing.. That said, I’d die for you Chaos.” He tried not to ugh.

  Chaos ughed, “That’s silly Stu. If you die for me, I’d die of heartbreak. What’s the point of living without the person you care the most about? That’s why I want to give you more than any other god..” She burst out ughing before being able to continue. “..gives any of their worshippers. It scares me though, using my power is dangerous..”

  Stu was listening but the walls were melting. When had he id down? Oh, well. He said, “You’re the most important person or god in my life, no worries Chaos.” Looking over her eyes were closed. Probably tripping balls. He would be soon as well.. He looked at his hand, he’d never seen it glow before, this was some good shit he thought, as he closed his eyes.