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Chapter 24 - When She Sleeps

  Lavender did not argue when Reibella finally waved a hand and declared the evening finished.

  “You’re shaking,” she observed mildly, eyeing Lavender’s hands. “That’s either hunger, terror, or the beginning of an existential spiral. All three require rest.”

  “I’m fine,” Lavender lied, unconvincingly. She’d had enough of being seen as weak. Incapable. Fragile.

  Reibella hummed, ignoring Lavender, and gestured down the corridor. Stone rearranged itself with quiet cooperation, arches softening, the air cooling just enough to be comforting. “Bed. We will continue dismantling your understanding of reality tomorrow. Try not to die in your sleep. It makes the paperwork awkward.”

  Zemmal dipped his head once, a silent promise to remain nearby. Brute nudged Lavender’s leg, already turning as if he knew the way.

  Lavender followed, knowing she had no choice. Being honest with herself, she silently acknowledged that she was exhausted. They continued down the newly formed hallway.

  The chamber Reibella had prepared had curved walls rather than straight, as if the room had been hollowed by water instead of tools. The bed was low and wide, layered in dark fabric that smelled faintly of rain and ash. A single lamp glowed near the far wall, its light steady and warm in a way that felt soothing.

  Lavender sat on the edge of the bed and let out a breath she hadn’t realized she’d been holding.

  “Well,” she said hoarsely to no one in particular, “that was… a lot.”

  Brute hopped up beside her without asking, curling immediately into a familiar weight against her hip. She pressed her fingers into his fur, finding comfort in him even now.

  Zemmal appeared in the doorway, massive frame half shadowed. Lavender had not known he followed. Rest, he said quietly. You will need it.

  She nodded, and found herself asking, “You’re not going anywhere, are you?”

  No, he replied, and there was something ironclad in the word.

  Only after he withdrew did Lavender lie back, staring up at the ceiling where faint patterns drifted like slow constellations. Her scars pulsed once, gently, then settled.

  Sleep took her faster than she expected.

  Lavender stood again at the edge of something that had no name.

  There was no ground beneath her feet, yet she did not fall. There was no sky above her, just currents of light and shadow folding into one another like whisps of smoke. She knew, without surprise, that this was not a place, but a state of being.

  She was not Lavender here, but awareness without boundary.

  Lives brushed against her attention like sparks. Each one distinct. Unbearably precious. She felt them begin and end, felt the exact moment a choice narrowed into consequence. A man’s last regret tasted like metal. A woman’s final relief felt like cool water.

  The weight of it was staggering in a way that was cumulative. Love layered atop grief atop wonder. She understood, dimly, how something lesser might shatter under this. How even something endless might grow brittle without care.

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  A presence settled beside her, familiar and immeasurable.

  “You’re walking too far out,” Reibella’s voice murmured, threaded through the dark. “That edge isn’t yours yet.”

  Lavender turned and found Death watching her with an expression that was a mixture of concern and pride.

  “I can feel them,” Lavender said, awed. “All of them.”

  “Yes,” came her soft reply. “That is the danger.”

  “Why doesn’t it…” Lavender faltered, searching for the words. “… break you?”

  Reibella smiled, and it was full of a thousand quiet sorrows. “It does. Constantly. I simply bear it.”

  A life winked out nearby. Lavender reached for it instinctively, cradling the moment just long enough for it to feel seen.

  Death watched her do it. “How curious. You do it the same way.”

  The space around her felt tilted suddenly. Lavender felt herself being gently, firmly pulled back. Out of the infinite and back towards something small and finite and aching.

  “Sleep,” Reibella whispered. “The world will still be broken when you wake.”

  And with that, Lavender dreamt no more.

  Elsewhere in the castle, far from Lavender’s room, Reibella stood with her back to a tall window of dark glass. Nothing reflected. Zemmal occupied the center of the chamber, coiled but restless. Brute sat between them, his posture deceptively calm.

  “She dreams,” Reibella said quietly.

  Zemmal’s wings shifted, his scales chafing against the floor softly. You let her get too close.

  “I did not push her,” Reibella snapped. “She reached. That matters.”

  Brute sneezed.

  “Yes, yes,” she said irritably. “You’re very subtle. I heard you.”

  Zemmal’s gaze fixed on Brute. He then shifted it to Reibella. How much longer do you intend to keep lying to her?

  Reibella closed her eyes, “I am not lying.”

  You are omitting, Zemmal countered. Which is worse.

  Brute’s ears flattened slightly.

  Reibella turned, fixing them both with a look sharp enough to cut. “She is not ready to carry all of it. Not the way she carries everything else. Do you want her to fracture?”

  Zemmal’s silence was answer enough.

  “She already feels too much,” Reibella continued, pacing now. “If she knew what you are… Brute, if she knew our history…”

  Brute lifted his head, eyes bright and unreadable.

  Zemmal’s voice dropped. You punished him.

  “I contained him,” Reibella said sharply. “There is a difference.”

  Brute’s form shimmered for the briefest instant. Something pressing against the skin of a dog, a shape that did not belong in any single reality.

  Reibella’s eyes flared, and the shimmer vanished.

  “Do not,” she warned softly.

  Brute settled again, tail still.

  Zemmal exhaled, a sound like distant thunder. She will find out.

  “I know,” Reibella said. “But on my timeframe. No other.” She turned her back to the window. “Brute was never meant to love anything smaller than a galaxy. He interfered. He chose, and for that, I took his freedom.”

  Brute did not look away.

  You imprisoned him, Zemmal said.

  “I saved him,” she shot back. “And everything else. He was unravelling. You remember what he was.”

  Zemmal did remember. The memory flickered behind his eyes; an entity too furious, tearing at the seams of existence in its grief and loneliness.

  And the dragons? What grand purpose did you have in creating us? Zemmal challenged.

  She faced him fully now. “You were my answer. Guardians. Long enough lives to remember, finite enough to care. I shaped you to stand watch where I could not linger.”

  So, we are just your tools, Zemmal said.

  “I began you,” Reibella continued, ignoring the implication. “You became yourselves.”

  Brute shifted closer to Zemmal, a silent alliance.

  And now, Zemmal spat out with clear frustration, you ask a human to bear what even we struggle with.

  Reibella closed her eyes. “I ask her to choose.”

  Silence stretched between them, heavy with implication.

  If she accepts, Zemmal said slowly, the world changes.

  “Yes,” she agreed. “If she refuses, it ends.”

  Brute’s tail thumped once. He remained silent.

  Reibella looked at him, something like regret crossing her face. “I am afraid for her,” she admitted. “And I am afraid of what happens if she says no. I am not accustomed to things not going my way.”

  Zemmal’s voice softened. She is stronger than you think.

  She laughed quietly. “Nothing is anything other than I think it. And you are not privy to my thoughts.”

  They stood there, three ancient beings bound by affection and consequence, listening to the castle breath around them.

  Somewhere deep within the stone, Lavender slept. Small, human, and carrying the first true weight of a choice that would decide far more than her own fate.

  The world waited with her.

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