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Vol.2 - Chapter 41 - Ash and Innocence

  The first threads of sunlight crept hesitantly through the wide dormitory window, painting thin golden stripes on the old wooden floor, a floor that bore the marks of countless small footprints over the years. Fine dust danced in the light, and morning birds chirped from the nearby trees, announcing the start of a new day at the Morning Sun Orphanage.

  "Come now, my little ones. Time to wake up."

  Matron Lily’s voice drifted through the room like a warm breeze, carrying a gentle tone honed by years of waking children softly. A woman in the autumn of her life, her white hair was tied back neatly with a simple wooden pin—one the children had carved for her years ago—and her blue eyes shone with a warm gaze undimmed by the challenges she had faced. She moved between the small beds arranged in neat rows, placing a soft hand on each child’s head, shaking a shoulder gently, as she had done thousands of times before.

  The wide dormitory housed fifteen children, ranging from four to twelve years old. Narrow wooden beds lined the walls, each with a small name carved into its frame. Thin, carefully patched blankets, sewn from colourful scraps Lily had collected over the years, covered small faces just beginning to wake, some with sleepy smiles, others with soft groans.

  Kaiser stirred at her gentle touch. He opened his eyes slowly and smiled that quiet smile everyone knew—eight years old, a calm face that held an unusual maturity, dark eyes gleaming with a light wiser than his age. He pushed aside his patched blue and green blanket and sat on the edge of his bed, his bare feet touching the cold wooden floor. Around him, the dorm was coming to life: soft groans from the little ones wanting more sleep, the rustle of sheets and blankets, muffled giggles from the twins already whispering in their corner, and the patter of small feet hitting the floor.

  They trickled down to the dining hall one by one, rubbing the sleep from their eyes, some yawning audibly. The smell of fresh bread and hot soup filled the space, mingling with the scent of old wood and the soap they had used for cleaning yesterday. The long wooden table, scarred from years of use, filled with children: the little ones scrambling gently for the seats near Lily at the head of the table, the older ones helping pass out wooden bowls and spoons, and the inseparable twins whispering in the corner about some plan for the day.

  Kaiser took his usual seat in the middle of the table, a seat that had become his since he’d arrived. To his right sat Elara, a girl his age with fiery red hair that fell to her shoulders and green eyes that always sparkled with life and curiosity. To his left was Leo, a year younger, with shy glances, quiet, deliberate movements, and a rare but genuine smile.

  "Morning, Kaiser!" Elara quickly snuck an extra slice of bread onto his wooden plate before Lily could notice. "Sleep well? I dreamed we were flying over the whole city on the back of a huge dragon with golden wings!"

  From the other end of the table, Maria, one of the older girls, laughed as she wiped the mouth of a younger child. "Elara and her strange dreams again! Yesterday it was fairies, today it's dragons!"

  Leo chuckled softly, his quiet voice barely audible over the table’s chatter. "You're always dreaming about dragons, Elara. Or flying. Or both."

  Elara raised an eyebrow in a playful challenge as she bit into her bread. "Dragons are amazing. And I'm sure they're real, somewhere, in the faraway mountains maybe, or in the northern lands Mama Lily told us about."

  Kaiser smiled as he chewed his bread slowly, enjoying the simple warmth of the moment. "Maybe we'll see one someday. Who knows what's waiting for us when we grow up?"

  Their days at the orphanage followed a quiet, predictable rhythm, a comforting routine that gave them a sense of stability and belonging. After breakfast, which sometimes stretched into a half-hour of laughter and talk, each child had their specific chores. Some cleaned the great hall, sweeping and mopping the floor with care; others helped wash the laundry in the large basin behind the building; and the little ones made the beds and folded the blankets under the supervision of the older children, who taught them the right way to do things.

  The small vegetable garden behind the house, surrounded by a simple wooden fence, awaited Kaiser each morning. He pulled weeds with diligent precision, watered the plants from a wooden bucket, his small hands sinking into the warm earth as he checked the roots of the tomatoes and lettuce. Sometimes Maria came to help him, bringing a basket to gather whatever was ripe, and sometimes he worked alone, enjoying the peace and quiet the garden gave him, away from the noise and bustle.

  Matron Lily often sat with him at the end of the day, on the old wooden bench near the back door, listening to his thoughts and dreams, asking about his day. Her warm hand on his shoulder made him feel he truly belonged, that he wasn't just an orphan without roots, but part of a small, tight-knit family.

  And the other children—they had all become his family, in every sense of the word. From little four-year-old Sarah with her blonde pigtails and ringing laugh, who would cling to his leg whenever he passed and ask him to carry her or play, to Mark, the oldest boy at twelve with deft hands, who patiently taught him how to fix broken things—wobbly chairs, shattered wooden toys, and doors that had started to creak.

  But Elara and Leo were the closest to his heart. The three had become nearly inseparable, sharing secrets and dreams, planning small adventures in the nearby fields, and helping each other with their daily chores.

  At the Morning Sun Orphanage, Kaiser had found something he never knew he’d been missing his entire short life: a real home, a place where he felt safe and loved.

  But even in this warm sanctuary, something different stirred inside him from time to time. In moments of intense anger—when one of the town kids made fun of him, or when he saw one of the little ones being bullied—a strange movement would squirm beneath his skin, like a dark wave beneath a calm lake's surface. A turbulent energy, like a coiled shadow, waiting for the right moment to emerge. He always fought it back, suppressing it with his willpower, afraid of shattering the fragile, precious peace he cherished, afraid of losing all of this if they discovered what lay inside him.

  He just wanted to be strong enough to protect this place, to protect the fifteen children who had become his brothers and sisters. To repay Matron Lily, who had opened her arms and her heart to him. To ensure that none of them—none of the fifteen—would ever have to face the cruel world alone, as he had before he arrived here.

  On a warm spring afternoon, Matron Lily called the three of them with her gentle voice.

  They were in the backyard with the other children, the sun warming their faces and the wind carrying the scent of wildflowers. Some were playing hide-and-seek among the trees, others were chasing the chickens that pecked at the ground, and little Sarah was trying to build a castle from small stones. Kaiser looked up from his game when he heard his name called.

  "Kaiser, Elara, Leo." She held up a coarse brown cloth sack and smiled at them. "Come, please. I have a little task for you."

  They immediately abandoned their game and ran toward her, their feet kicking up dust from the dry earth.

  "My dears," she handed them the empty sack and a few silver coins that gleamed in the sunlight. "We've run out of flour and potatoes, and we also need salt and onions. Would you go to the town market and buy these things for us?"

  Elara’s face lit up like the sun, her green eyes sparkling with excitement. "Of course, Mama Lily! We'll get everything!"

  Mark called out from behind them, where he was fixing the hen-house door: "Buy us sweets if there's money left! That honey candy old Thomas sells!"

  Lily laughed her warm laugh, wiping her hands on her apron. "If you have money left, yes, you can buy a few sweets. But remember, the essentials first."

  They took the sack and the coins and set off at a quick pace toward town, their hearts light and the sun warm on their backs. Behind them, they heard Lily's voice calling two other children to help her hang the laundry they had washed that morning.

  The path to town was familiar; they had walked it dozens of times. They passed the green fields where farmers grazed their sheep, passed a small stream of clear water where they stopped for a moment to drink and splash their faces, and passed the small shops scattered along the main street. They inhaled the smell of fresh pastries wafting from the bakery, which made their stomachs rumble, and heard the rhythmic clang of hammer on steel from the blacksmith's shop, where he forged swords and scythes.

  The market was crowded, as usual for this time of day. Vendors shouted their wares, women haggled over prices, children ran between the stalls, and the mixed scents of spices, vegetables, and fish filled the air. The town was more than just a simple village—its stone-paved streets branched out in several directions, its two- and three-story buildings were lined up neatly, and its narrow alleys split off from the main street like dark veins.

  As they were making their way down the main paved street, heading back after buying everything they needed, their path was suddenly blocked by three older town boys, notorious for bullying the orphanage kids.

  "Well, well, look who it is." Their leader, a large fourteen-year-old with a freckled face, sneered loudly and pointed at them. "The Sun orphans. Off to beg from the good folk?"

  A hot wave of anger surged in Kaiser’s chest. Leo’s small hand gripped the back of his shirt, his own hand trembling slightly. But Elara, with a wisdom beyond her years, placed a steady, reassuring hand on Kaiser’s shoulder.

  "Ignore them," she whispered, her voice quiet but firm. "They just want to make us mad. Don't give them what they want."

  Kaiser swallowed his anger, pushing down the dark energy that had begun to stir beneath his skin, and they took a wide path around the bullies, who continued to hurl insults until they were out of earshot.

  They bought the rest of their items—a sack of white flour, a handful of potatoes, some salt and onions—and began the long walk back. The sack was heavy now, and they took turns carrying it, chatting about simple things: the game they would play that evening, the sweets they would buy next time, the story Lily would tell them before bed.

  When they reached the edge of town, where the buildings started to thin out and the road turned to dirt, Elara suddenly stopped.

  She patted her pockets with growing urgency, then checked her jacket pockets, then her small satchel. The colour drained from her face, leaving her pale. "Oh no... The silver coin Mama Lily gave us for the salt... I've lost it! I must have dropped it somewhere!"

  "It's okay, Elara," Leo said quietly, his voice reassuring. "Mama Lily won't be angry with you. She knows you didn't mean to."

  "I know she won't be angry," her green eyes glistened with unshed tears. "But she works so hard for every single coin. Fifteen mouths to feed every day... every coin matters." She turned to them, her expression resolute. "Leo, you and Kaiser take the supplies home. I'll go back and look for it."

  Before Leo could move or protest, Kaiser put a firm hand on the sack. "No, *you* go, Leo. You’re faster than us, and you'll make it back before it gets too dark. I'll go with Elara to find the coin. It's getting dark, and it's not safe for her to be alone."

  Leo nodded after a moment's hesitation. He slung the heavy sack over his thin shoulder and set off at a quick pace toward the orphanage, glancing back at them every so often.

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  Kaiser ran to catch up with Elara, who was already heading back toward town. They began to search earnestly for the small silver coin, retracing their steps. The golden sunlight slowly bled out beneath the distant horizon, leaving the streets covered in growing shadows that crept from every corner.

  They searched the main street, between the closed stalls, near the bakery, but they found no trace of the coin. The town was beginning to empty, merchants closing their doors, and lamps being lit one by one in the windows.

  "Maybe it fell when we took the shortcut through the alley," Elara said suddenly, remembering. "Come on, let's look there."

  They entered one of the narrow alleys that branched off the main street, a dark alley flanked by tall buildings that blocked out the last of the light. The ground here was unpaved, covered in dirt and small pebbles. The smell of damp and old garbage wafted from the corners. The alley was nearly deserted at this hour, silent save for the sound of their footsteps.

  They bent down, searching among the stones and shadows. The faint light from the alley's distant opening was barely enough to see by.

  "I don't see anything here," Kaiser said after a few minutes of searching. "Maybe—"

  Heavy footsteps cut him off. Coming from deeper in the alley, from the thickest darkness.

  Two men emerged slowly from the shadows. Their faces were rough and scarred, their eyes cold. Their clothes were ragged and filthy. The stench of alcohol rolled off them. They were blocking the only way back to the main street.

  "Well, well," one of them rasped, his voice rough. "Two pretty little birds, in a dark alley, all alone. What luck!"

  Kaiser and Elara stood up quickly, their hearts pounding. A sudden coldness crept into Kaiser's veins. The dark alley suddenly felt like a trap.

  "What do you want?" Kaiser tried to make his voice strong, but it trembled.

  The second man laughed a coarse laugh, revealing broken, yellowed teeth. "We'll take the red-haired girl. She looks like she'll fetch a good price at the eastern slave market."

  They moved toward them, their steps slow but deliberate. The narrow alley walls prevented any escape to the sides.

  Kaiser instinctively lunged in front of Elara, his heart hammering. He spread his thin arms wide. "Stay away from her! You're not touching her!"

  "Such a brave little hero," the first man mocked. "But you need to learn a lesson about reality, boy."

  Then, without warning, he lashed out with a brutal kick.

  The blow landed squarely in Kaiser's stomach. It stole his breath completely. A sharp pain exploded in his gut. It sent him crumbling to the dirt floor in a violent wave of agony.

  The other man lunged forward and grabbed Elara’s arm in a powerful grip.

  She let out a raw scream of terror. "Kaiser! Help me!"

  Lying on the dirt, gasping for breath, his chest on fire, seeing his friend—his sister—in danger, something deep inside Kaiser shattered.

  The coiled shadow he had suppressed for so long exploded.

  A massive flood of raw power surged through his veins like black fire. A torrent of dark rage washed over him. He wasn't thinking. He wasn't choosing. It was pure, desperate instinct: the will to protect.

  The surrounding shadows—the shadows of the tall buildings, the shadows of the broken crates, the shadows of the alley itself—began to move.

  In this dark alley, the shadows were everywhere. Dense. Powerful.

  They distorted horrifically. They twisted. They peeled off the walls and the ground. They solidified into shapes of solid night. They gathered into crude blades of black obsidian. They began to hover in the air, awaiting his command.

  Before the men could even register what was happening, the shadow blades struck.

  They shot out from every direction in the narrow alley.

  Silent as death. Fast as lightning.

  The sound of tearing flesh. Bones breaking. Choked-off screams that died quickly, turning to silence.

  Blood splattered on the dark alley walls.

  Elara stood frozen, her eyes wide. Her body trembled with shock. She couldn't scream. Her mouth was open, but no sound came out.

  Kaiser staggered to his feet, stunned by the power that had flooded through him. His hands were shaking. The shadows began to recede, returning to normal. He grabbed Elara’s cold hand.

  "Come on," his voice was hoarse. "We have to go back. Now."

  They ran through the dark alley, out onto the nearly empty main street. They didn't look back. They ran with all their strength toward the orphanage, toward safety.

  When they burst through the orphanage door, Matron Lily was waiting for them in the candlelit hall. Behind her, some children were playing, others getting ready for dinner, the twins laughing.

  Lily’s gaze turned to horror when she saw their state.

  Kaiser and Elara were spattered in blood. Dark blood on their faces, on their clothes, on their hands. Blood that was not their own.

  The children stopped playing. A heavy silence fell over the room. Small eyes stared.

  "Kaiser?! Elara?! Oh my god, what happened to you?!"

  Kaiser stood in complete silence. His mouth was shut. His eyes stared into space.

  Elara collapsed into Lily’s arms. She burst into tears. The whole story spilled out: the men in the dark alley trying to take her, the kick Kaiser took, and then... the "black swords" that came out of the darkness and tore them apart.

  Frightened whispers spread among the children. Maria grabbed Sarah's hand and pulled her away. Mark took a step forward, his eyes darting between Kaiser and Lily.

  "Mark." Lily’s tone was firm. "Take the little ones to the dorm. And close the door."

  Mark nodded and began to gather the children. Some were scared, others curious, but they all obeyed and went up the stairs.

  Only Kaiser, Elara, and Leo—who had been watching from the corner—remained in the hall with Lily.

  Lily took a deep breath, then gently took Kaiser's hand. "Come with me, dear."

  She led them to her small room. She lit a candle. She closed the door.

  "Sit."

  Kaiser sat, his body trembling. Elara and Leo stood in the corner, watching.

  Lily carefully lifted Kaiser’s shirt, revealing a large, dark bruise already forming on his stomach.

  "This is going to hurt for days," she whispered.

  She placed her hand on the bruise.

  A soft, green light emanated from her palm, warm and gentle. It spread over the bruise, sinking into Kaiser's skin. He felt a strange warmth that soothed the pain.

  The bruise began to fade. The purple colour lightened, turning to a faint blue, then a pale yellow, until it was gone.

  "What... what is that?" Kaiser whispered, his eyes wide.

  Lily lifted her hand, and the light vanished. She smiled sadly. "Healing magic. A small gift from a time when my life was... different."

  "Were... were you a mage?" Elara asked.

  "I was an adventurer," Lily corrected softly. "A healer in an adventuring party. I kept them alive after every battle, and they protected me."

  She paused. "But that was a long time ago. Before I left that world and opened this place."

  "Why did you leave?" Leo asked.

  A sad smile. "Because my companions all died. Every last one. And I... I couldn't save them. Healing magic is strong against wounds, but against powerful poisons, against curses..." She trailed off. "I wasn't enough."

  A heavy silence.

  "I am not a fighter, Kaiser," she said finally. "Healing magic is defensive by nature. I can't face a real enemy. In my party, I was the weakest in a fight. But I was the only one who could bring them back from the brink of death."

  Her gaze fell on Kaiser.

  Silent. Rigid. But she felt it—a strange magical energy thrumming under his skin.

  She knew. Instantly, she knew it had been him.

  The magical energy radiating from him was immense. Far greater than any normal child's. Raw. Untamed. Dark. Terrifyingly strong.

  "You have a great and powerful magic inside you, child," she said quietly, placing a warm hand on his shoulder. "Very strong."

  Kaiser froze. His muscles tensed.

  "Listen to me carefully. There is no shame in what you did. There is no shame in killing to defend yourself or someone you love. The power itself is not a curse. It is a gift. But an untamed gift becomes a master. You must be its master, not its slave."

  From that night, Lily began to teach him.

  In the quiet nights, after the children were asleep, she would take him to the back garden. She would watch him practice.

  She taught him the basics of control. How to connect his emotions to his power without losing control. How to shape the shadows with precision. How to breathe to calm the anger. How to meditate to clear his mind.

  And she taught him, with endless patience, how to sense magical energy.

  "Close your eyes," she said one night, as they sat in the garden under the stars. "Don't rely on what you see. Magic isn't always something you can see with your eyes."

  Kaiser closed his eyes.

  "Breathe slowly. Feel the air around you. Every magic user has their own energy, their unique signature in the air. Some are warm like fire, some cold as ice, and some..." she paused, "some are foul and sickening, and make the hair on your neck stand up."

  Kaiser tried to focus. At first, he felt nothing. But as the days passed, he began to pick up on small things. Lily's presence—a soft, warm green energy. His own energy—a cold black shadow, but powerful.

  "Good," Lily smiled. "Now, one day, you might feel a strange energy. An energy you don't know. In that moment, wake up. Be ready."

  With every day, week, and month, Kaiser improved. He began to understand the power that lay within him. He began to see it not as a monster, but as a tool he could use to protect his family. All fifteen of them.

  Sometimes Leo and Elara watched from the window, but they never asked. They knew Kaiser needed this.

  Quiet months passed. His confidence grew. His guilt faded. The children went back to acting normally around him. Sarah was back to clinging to his leg, Mark was back to asking for his help, and the twins were back to including him in their pranks.

  Everything, for the first time, seemed perfect.

  Until the night.

  In the dead of a quiet, moonless night, Kaiser woke suddenly from a deep sleep.

  Something was wrong.

  It wasn't a nightmare. It wasn't a sound. It was a deep, instinctual, unsettling feeling.

  He sat up in his bed, his heart pounding. He closed his eyes for a moment, just as Lily had taught him.

  Breathe. Focus. Feel.

  And then he felt it.

  A magical energy. Strange. Unfamiliar. Incredibly strong.

  Foul and sickening, making his skin crawl. It was creeping toward the building slowly, like a predator stalking in the dark.

  He opened his eyes quickly. He looked around the dark dormitory.

  The fifteen beds were full. Small faces lost in sleep. Elara breathing softly, Leo bundled in his blanket, Sarah clutching her doll, Mark sleeping on his stomach.

  Everything seemed peaceful.

  But the foul energy was getting closer.

  He rose from his bed. He moved slowly to the large window.

  And then he saw it.

  A faint orange glow, at first, coming from the floor below. Moving. Expanding with terrifying speed.

  Fire.

  "Wake up—" Kaiser started to shout.

  But another voice cut him off. A voice louder, stronger, filled with terror.

  "Fire! Everyone wake up! Now!"

  Matron Lily's scream shot up from downstairs, powerful and resounding.

  She had felt the energy too. Woken up. But she couldn't do anything.

  A healer against magical fire. No hope.

  The children began to wake up quickly at the scream. Panicked cries filled the dorm. Crying. Confusion.

  "Kaiser? What's happening?!" Elara's voice, scared.

  "Fire! Everyone get up!" Kaiser yelled, running for the door.

  He yanked it open.

  A wall of thick, black smoke slammed into him like a living thing. It instantly filled his lungs. He coughed violently, doubling over, his eyes stinging from the acrid burn.

  He couldn't see anything. The smoke was so thick he couldn't see his hand in front of his face.

  But he heard everything.

  The roar of the fire in the hallway and on the stairs. The crackle of wood splitting and burning. The suffocating heat hit his face in waves, like an open furnace.

  "Elara! Leo! Mark!" he screamed into the smoke. "Where are you?!"

  "Kaiser! We can't see!" Leo's voice from behind him, coughing heavily.

  "The window! Go to the window!" Mark yelled from somewhere in the dorm.

  Kaiser tried to take a step into the hall, toward the stairs, toward where the rest of the children on the lower floor should be.

  But the heat was unbearable. The smoke was completely choking.

  "Mama Lily!" he screamed as loud as he could. "Where are you?!"

  From below, barely audible over the roar of the fire, her voice came back. "Stay in the dorm! Don't come down! The window!"

  Then, suddenly, a horrific sound.

  A deep, long, terrifying wooden groan. The sound of something massive giving way.

  The ceiling.

  "Look out!" Kaiser yelled.

  A terrible crash shook the entire building. A huge section of the ceiling and the floor between the dorm and the staircase collapsed in an explosion of burning wood and embers.

  It cut off the path completely.

  The dormitory was isolated.

  "No!" Kaiser screamed. "Mama Lily! Elara! Leo!"

  Kaiser heard no reply.

  But he didn't move. He stood at the open door, staring into the smoke and fire, completely helpless.

  And then another crash. More violent than the first.

  The sounds from below suddenly cut off, swallowed by the roar of collapsing timber.

  "No! No, no, no!" Kaiser screamed, hot tears streaming from his burning eyes.

  He tried to move. Tried to do anything. Tried to call his magic, his shadows, any power.

  But the absolute, paralyzing terror locked him in place. The horror of the fire, the smoke, the helplessness. His focus shattered. His energy scattered into chaos.

  Survival instinct took over. It pushed him back.

  He stumbled backwards, searching for a window, for air, for any way out.

  He smashed the windowpane with his hand. The glass cut his skin, his blood flowed, but he didn't feel it. He climbed out, falling to the dirt below.

  The moment his feet touched the ground, the building collapsed behind him in a deafening roar. A column of sparks and embers shot into the sky.

  Kaiser fell to his knees. His eyes were wide, empty.

  Staring at the inferno.

  He didn't scream. He didn't cry. He made no sound.

  Just a black void. An internal shattering.

  He had promised to protect them.

  But he had failed. Failed to save even one.

  He had failed all fifteen.

  The light in his eyes went out.

  Something inside him died that night.

  Something that would never come back.

  After the flames died, a cold rain began to fall.

  Kaiser stood up slowly and began to walk, aimlessly.

  No aim. No destination. Just walking away from the smell of death.

  He was walking down a muddy town street in the rain when a man holding a black umbrella stepped in front of him.

  A dark, elegant coat. A strange smile. His eyes gleamed with a predatory light.

  "You look very lost, boy," his voice was calm, cold as ice. "You have great power, but you have no idea what to do with it. Don't worry. I will take care of you. I will teach you everything."

  Kaiser slowly raised his head. He looked at the man with empty, dead eyes.

  He found no strength to refuse. No will to resist.

  He had lost everything. All fifteen. His family. His home.

  Himself.

  Nothing mattered anymore.

  And there, on that rain-soaked road in a lifeless town, under a dark and starless sky, Kaiser's childhood ended forever.

  (To be continued)

  and the road ahead will be long and dark before any light appears.

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