"Erreur d'algorithme draconien"

  14.12.2021

  Color Psychology – The Meaning of Colors and Their Traits

  In a way, it’s… impressive… A brownish-gray dragon with gray eyes, a gray desert with a purple sky. Colors associated with depression.

  The dragon that would be an antagonist is emerald green... "an inspiring and uplifting color".

  Impressive… that my unconscious has created such a paradox of things that this positive dragon wears the color of negativity, and this ‘evil antagonist’ is green…

  19.12.2021

  Dreams. It seems to me that they are always honest. This is the most wonderful expression of our unconscious. Now I know it's worth writing down and interpreting them. It’s all a manifestation of our intuition and everything in the subconscious mind, the messages from the Shadow. They can tell us if we are going the right way, they can honestly show us in what condition we are and what is happening for us. They can be a hint for the future, a clue. They can show the present, our feelings and relationshs with the environment.

  They can show the problems that make us feel bad.

  And thus,

  define the path of development.

  My dreams have always sincerely shown my condition, reflected extremely bad things, painfully honest.

  Dreams shouldn’t be ignored.

  Hardly anyone analyzes their own dreams. Mine have become quite tiring lately. I no longer remember good dreams and, in general, not many remain in my memory, so decided to write them down as soon as possible and check their meaning… also with Color Psychology.

  (A few days ago.) The first dream is an escape. Running away from people, running away from a room, constant fear;

  “The dream interpretation reveals that escaping in a dream most often means that you are trying to get away from unpleasant things, for example, unpleasant sensations or experiences that you should forget as soon as possible.

  Running away can also indicate your guilt and moral conflicts, and a desire to run away from responsibilities or obligations. The dream interpretation suggests that the dreamer may have a great desire for freedom.

  When in a dream you run away from your enemy, you run away from someone bad, the suggestion is that you live under stress and have problems with which you cannot cope. Dream also augurs confusion and loneliness.”

  *

  A few days later I dreamed that I was hitting my cat with a stick… This dream stayed most vividly in my imagination. Later I hugged him and cried over him, but I don't know if it was a dream or if I was just half-consciously trying to fix the situation, still sleeping. o.o

  "Your subconscious mind wants to motivate you to act. Perhaps it is worth considering those traits of your own character that make it difficult for you to achieve your long-established goals."

  "The dream of a cat beating is a warning against betrayal by a loved one or a friend."

  "If you've had an extremely brutal dream of hitting someone, it means that you feel helpless in some important area of your life. Something is too big for you, you have no ideas how to deal with it, and you have a lot of unresponsive anger within you, not necessarily from a grudge against the world but against yourself."

  "Dream of beating - your psyche is in a bad state."

  "Perhaps you hate some features of your appearance or character. That kind of dream of beating can be a signal that you are ashamed of something in front of yourself. Such dilemmas are best solved with the help of a friend or a good therapist."

  "Have you had a dream about hitting someone until they pass out?

  The dream interpretation explains that this is a sign of great inner despair and an attempt to free yourself from something that is overwhelming you."

  *

  About two days later. But the dream did not remain so clear after awakening;

  Writing a book.

  "When you dream that you are writing a book, it indicates your dissatisfaction with your professional life and willingness to change in this area."

  "Writing it means that you will not be satisfied with your professional work. Maybe it's time to look for a new job."

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  You can also find a lot of information about the meaning of the book. The main ones are simply knowledge, awareness.

  None of the dreams brought color, just gray images and emotions.

  Writing my story has discovered so much wrong in me, a lot of darkness. I’ve poured out a chunk of my personality there.

  I know what I'm afraid of. No change.

  I know what I'm afraid of... Changes.

  I know what I'm dreaming about. A paradox.

  I know what I am missing. I won't get it back.

  I know what I have to do...

  But I'm not ready yet.

  Just give me the time.

  *

  # 6

  23.12.2021

  In dreaming, I was aware that I wanted to remember it. And it felt as if I was watching it from a third person, but the view was first-person.

  …Moved by certain things, fell asleep late after 11 pm, the alarm rang at 4:01 am, so it wasn't too much sleep. But when I woke up, all I could see was darkness. I sat with closed eyes and told myself that I was dreaming something… something I wanted to remember…

  First came the first thought. In this dream... My sister was there and someone else from the extended family. My cousin.

  Water.

  Suddenly the vision of this dream hit like water while washing my face...

  And only then did the colors come and the picture was completed with more details.

  I was writing one of the important scenes in the story the previous day. The dragon was just forced to share a bit of his trouble.

  After that came this dream;

  He opened his eyes, completely confused by the fact of being in the water. Lake. The water was quite choppy, neither cold nor warm, but wasn't unpleasant. Someone was running close to the shore covered with thick grass. It was a person from the extended family. He wanted to swim to her, screamed, he was playing in the water like a hatchling, but felt his paws hit the bottom.

  - "Come to the deeper water!" He screamed, feeling his paws sinking into the sand until his whole chest touched the bottom.

  The person moved away. He looked at the edge of the lake. The choppy water was the deep color of the sea, connected with a thin line of golden sand to the grassy bank. The bushes and trees had summer leaves, and the sky above them was blue. He was surprised that there was no smell, no temperature, no wind, but the water was waving quite strongly as for lake standards. He couldn't see the size, but was sure it was a lake, not a sea. The main focus was on one part of the shore.

  Suddenly, someone caught him, interrupting his doggy swimming. Mighty paws gripped him under the ribs and lifted him up. He waved his paws as if to swim, still submerged in the water. He laughed and saw the person closer to the shore again. Her legs were knee-deep in the water. And his sister was holding him.

  Laughter. The young dragon was playing in the water with his sister, but at the same time there was something strange and disturbing. He stared at the rippling water, which looked as if it didn’t reflect the sky, and the bottom wasn’t visible, only a deep sapphire color with a slightly greenish tinge.

  …

  Of course, I didn't dream it with dragon characters, I also didn't see my character at all, I don't remember people's appearance either, but I know who they were. It was the first time in a long time that I saw colors in a dream, but I don't think the message was completely positive. A strange unease after that. I thought it was something important so it became part of the plot of my story… (This is what writing my story looks like. Something comes to mind and I write it down, flying through the storyline from start to finish and inversely, editing everything at once.)

  A bit like a picture of my very old childhood memories. This dream surprised me completely and I cannot interpret it. I researched several elements, but it still doesn't say much.

  Compared to previous dreams, there is a lot of contrast, but there is still a feeling of unease.

  Nevertheless, it became very interesting to check the meaning, and it surprised me how real, in a sense, these images were.

  I used to check the meanings of dreams, unfortunately I don't remember those dreams anymore. It's worth writing it down.

  *

  Dreams Explained: 5 Reasons Why You Dream In Black & White

  *

  The Weevern was here again. - “I can somehow guess with based on my feelings and instinct. This is a very clear symbol in my senses beyond even my own understanding. I can sorta break down the meaning.

  The lake is "distance". The dark blue is your state of mind: deep, sad, depressed, yet seemingly calm on the surface. The tint of green represents your fear. The shores of lush colours represent the bright side of your life. The distancing "person" represents your future, prompting you to move on. The young dragon playing represents your state of still remaining with the past. Your third person perspective represents your lack of emotion invested.

  This has signifincant meaning, NO COINCIDENCE. It's a message from your shadow. You have to cross the lake. It would be dark and dangerous, but your future is prompting you to go after it and move on. The "person" is your guiding light. You are still clinging onto the past, hence your unease. You need the willpower to overcome the past and the distance.

  I have encountered this type of dream more than once, but in a different way. My guiding light was manifested as my shadow, hence one of my oldest art pieces "into the light" manifested as an abstract while awake, and one of my characters, a firefly spirit manifested from a dream. I knew that I had to chase it.

  I naturally understood the meanings behind the dreams, only to verify my thoughts by research. Some links provided below to help you to clarify your insightful dream.”

  - ”I remember, that I was screaming something like ‘Come to the deeper water!’ It was aimed at my sister and the other person. I wanted to swim, but first I was blocked by the sand, then my sister caught me and I couldn't swim towards the other person. I was laughing, feeling anxious and a little angry at the same time.

  The anxiety remained, because the last image before the alarm clock was simply a sheet of rippling, dark water. The water was clear, but there was absolutely nothing there.

  It’s really a great adventure to focus on your own dreams and analyze them...

  Everything actually tells me the same; not coping, dissatisfaction. Lots of separate elements for analysis; swimming, water, lake, etc. from previous dreams. Sometimes it looks like conflicting signals.

  Previously, there was a dream with a book - a symbol of wisdom. Now with a lake - a symbol of spirit. All coupled with anxiety. As if it wanted to show all my layers, all badly damaged. Everything stopped at some critical, hopeless moments. And waiting.

  I know that I’m faced with an important choice.

  I have to admit that lately I’ve fallen into a worse and worse closing myself again, even here. I've read your BLEU and other stuff lately, a lot of your journals. But I didn't react in any way. So I'm doing what I've done everywhere; trying to hide myself - the same unhealthy behavior that brought me where I am.

  I searched for more information on depression to track my ‘progress’. This progress has recently begun to knock on the next gates. Down.

  Already know a lot, but I'm still at a standstill. Just the same thing again, which has been blocking my whole life for many years. I still have to wander for a long time, gather knowledge and courage. The furious unconscious mind [dreams] will scream hard at me all the time in every way.”

  - “You are looking at the right direction. You just need the willpower to overcome it. If you read all parts of my story, you will remember the encounter with my "Sea of Chains".

  At first I was overwhelmed by the mere sight of it. Later I was wrecking through them like a child because I gained enough willpower to finally overcome them. The "path" in the story led me to regain my will, with a push from my family.

  Another repeat in "Atonement". I finally overcame that solemnly after finally understanding my deep emotional scars, but this time with the push of my own willpower. One thing for sure though, I was scarred on both my ego and shadow.

  I won't be surprised that you will eventually overcome your difficulties with either ways. But that is only possible when you accept your past and move on. You have very deep scars like on both sides too, which you need to fully uncover before you can overcome them.”

  *

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  The first chapter ends here.