Nisa had learned long ago that the world was far easier to survive if everything appeared immaculate.
Immaculate in speech, immaculate in a smile, and meticulously sanitized in the way wounds were kept hermetically sealed rather than exposed to the open air.
In the air-conditioned chill of the Student Council sanctum, Nisa stood before a small mirror mounted near the notice board. She smoothed her hair, ensuring not a single strand dared to rebel against the geometry she had personally dictated.
She despised chaos. Chaos was simply a synonym for relinquishing control.
"Is everyone aligned?" she asked, her voice feather-light.
Several heads bobbed in compliance, Dito’s among them. Nisa cataloged the movement in her periphery. She was always observing—it was her primary survival mechanism in a world that had never truly offered her safety.
Outside the administrative fortress, the campus hummed with its usual oblivious machinery. Students drifted past, their laughter bleeding into a white noise of complaints about deadlines and schedules.
Nisa’s gaze caught a new addition to the bulletin board. A stark, primitive flyer, devoid of glossy logos or institutional pedigree. A naked invitation to share a story; a plea to stop walking in the dark alone.
Nisa paused. She read it slowly, not out of intrigue, but because it provoked a deep, microscopic irritation—like a grain of silica trapped beneath an eyelid.
"The tape isn't even flush," she murmured softly.
She didn't tear it down. Martyrdom was a currency she refused to mint for its creator. Nisa chose to leave it, treating it like a fragile weed she was certain would wither and die from a lack of watering.
Yet, her eyes involuntarily recorded the coordinates: Old Discussion Room, 16:00. Andini’s name sat in small, unassuming print at the bottom edge.
Nisa stared at the board not with rage, but with a cold terror she had expertly gift-wrapped in cynicism. To her, Andini’s raw honesty was a tectonic threat, something capable of shattering the fragile equilibrium she had bled to build.
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Years ago, in high school, Nisa had anchored herself to the exact same desk every day. The seat by the window—the strategic vantage point that allowed her a swift exit without the risk of colliding with another human body.
She remembered the laughter.
The exact same frequency as the one echoing through the campus now—buoyant, crowded, and dripping with a cruel sense of entitlement over her existence. She had reported it once; she had even harbored hope. But her reward had only been patronizing advice to build endurance and stop magnifying trivialities.
Since that day, Nisa had amputated her capacity to hope for empathy. She traded it for strategy. If the world was a slaughterhouse for the weak, she simply resolved to never allow herself to be weak again.
"We need to navigate this carefully," one of the council members noted during the afternoon summit. "Rogue forums like that can severely tarnish the university’s optics."
Nisa inclined her head. "We aren't banning it," she replied with glacial calm. "We are simply containing it, to ensure it doesn't spiral out of control."
The implication of it being feral slipped effortlessly from her lips. No one interjected. Dito merely lowered his head, interrogating the grain of the table. Nisa cataloged that, too.
"Empathy is vital. But unregulated empathy only breeds new infections," Nisa continued. It sounded devastatingly reasonable. It always did.
Dusk was threatening the sky when Nisa walked alone through the Literature Faculty corridor. She spotted Andini in the middle distance. The girl was engaged in conversation with two other students, her face carrying an unbearable gravity.
There was a distinct architecture to the way Andini stood; she wasn't bracing for a fight, but neither was she shrinking to make herself small.
Nisa halted.
Not out of fear, but because she recognized the anatomy of that stare. It was the gaze of someone who had suffocated in silence for too long and had finally decided to breathe.
Her chest tightened—not because of Andini, but because a ghost from her own past was knocking at the door without permission.
That night, in the sterile perfection of her bedroom, Nisa sat on the edge of the mattress. She opened her laptop, staring into the blinding white void of a blank document.
She had already typed the header for the council’s counter-initiative: A Safe and Comfortable Campus. A thin smile touched her lips. It was a brilliant title. Unassailable. Impossible to reject.
Beyond the glass, the rain began a slow, rhythmic descent. For a fleeting second, Nisa closed her eyes. She summoned the ghost of her younger self—the fragile girl who had waited for a savior to stand beside her in the trenches. But the trenches had remained empty.
When her eyes fluttered open, her face was 'immaculate' once more. Tomorrow, she would intercept Andini. Not as an adversary, nor as a friend, but as an architect who believed with religious fervor that order was infinitely more valuable than truth.
And in a university that worshipped the illusion of wellness, Nisa knew the ultimate truth: wars are rarely declared with a scream.
Sometimes, they are initiated with a smile that is simply too serene.

