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SQUAD 20

  Thrace gave the announcement during the final assembly of first year, when all students gathered on the frozen assembly ground under a sky that looked like bruised metal. Valoris stood with her squad in formation – Zee to her right radiating constant readiness, Saren rigid to her left, Quinn slightly behind with their tablet, Milo fidgeting – and tried to ignore the nervous energy rippling through the assembled year-ones.

  Commander Thrace stood at the podium, dimensional exposure scars catching the cold light, making her look simultaneously human and other. She surveyed them with a kind of assessment that calculated survival probabilities.

  "First year is complete," she said, voice carrying through the icy wind. "You've survived orientation, basic training, academic coursework, combat simulations, and final evaluations. Some of you barely. Some of you with distinction. Most of you adequately."

  A ripple of exhausted relief moved through the formation. Survived. That was the operative word.

  "Rankings are finalized for year one," Thrace continued. "They will be posted after this assembly. Some of you have risen. Some have fallen. Most have remained exactly where early assessments predicted."

  Valoris felt her squad shift. They'd climbed from sixty-first to third over nine months. That kind of trajectory either meant potential or luck, and they'd spent enough sleepless nights training to know which one.

  "However," Thrace said, and something in her tone made every student snap to fuller attention. "There is a tradition at this academy. A privilege earned through demonstrated excellence. Ordinarily, squads do not choose a name until after successful summoning. There is an exception to this rule. Squads that finish year one in the top three may choose an official callsign."

  The assembly ground went very quiet.

  "Official designation replaces your numeric designation for all internal records, tactical communications, and operational deployments," Thrace continued. "It becomes your identity. Your reputation. Your legacy. Choose wisely. Choose something that represents what you are… or what you intend to become."

  She consulted her tablet with practiced efficiency.

  "Squad Thorne-03, first place. Squad Volkova-55, second place. Squad Kade-07, third place. You have seventy-two hours to submit your chosen callsign for approval. Dismissed."

  The formation broke apart with chaotic energy. "Third place," Zee said as they walked toward the barracks. "Official now."

  "Performance metrics confirm our sustained trajectory," Quinn added, fingers already moving across their tablet. "Final evaluation placed us within ninety-seventh percentile overall, ninety-fourth percentile for tactical coordination, ninety-sixth percentile for adaptive problem-solving."

  "We get to choose a name," Milo said, practically vibrating. His glasses were smudged again. "We're one of the top three squads! We get to be something!"

  "We already are something," Saren said, voice carrying cold precision. "The question is whether we choose a designation that accurately represents our capabilities or one that projects aspirational identity."

  "Or we could choose something that just sounds cool," Zee suggested. "Not everything needs tactical analysis."

  "Everything benefits from tactical analysis," Saren countered.

  They reached their barracks, the space that had felt hostile nine months ago but now felt like theirs through occupation and familiarity. Milo's engineering diagrams scattered across the common table. Saren's study materials organized into precise stacks. Quinn's corner containing their meditation mat and tablet charging station arranged with mathematical precision. Zee's bunk technically within regulation but radiating barely-contained chaos.

  Valoris's space was immaculate. She'd been trained since childhood that perfection in small things translated to capability in large ones. Sometimes she wondered if that was true or just another way her family had taught her to be anxious about everything.

  "Common room," she said, making it not quite an order. "We decide this together."

  They settled around the table, the same table where they'd shared care package food during winter break, argued about tactical approaches a hundred times and slowly learned to be squad.

  "Suggestions?" Valoris asked.

  Silence for approximately ten seconds. Then everyone started talking at once.

  "Phoenix," Zee suggested. "Rising from the ashes. We started at sixty-first, climbed to third. Metaphorically appropriate."

  "Phoenix is cliché," Saren said immediately. "It lacks originality."

  "Since when do you care about originality?"

  "Since our designation will follow us through four years of academy and potentially our entire careers. I care about not being grouped with unimaginative squads."

  "Valor," Milo tried. "Short, strong, related to Valoris since she's our leader. Valor Squad!"

  Everyone looked at Valoris, who felt heat crawling up her neck.

  "No," she said flatly. "Too self-aggrandizing. This is a squad designation, not a Valoris appreciation moment."

  "But you're the reason we're third place," Milo protested. "Your tactics, your leadership–"

  "We're third place because all five of us contributed," Valoris interrupted. "Zee's combat instincts. Saren's precision. Quinn's analysis. Your creative problem-solving. Squad designation should reflect all of us, not just me."

  "Statistically, eponymous squad names correlate with higher internal resentment metrics," Quinn offered, not looking up from their tablet. "Seventy-four percent of squads with leader-adjacent names report lower cohesion by year three."

  "You have data on that?" Zee asked.

  "I have data on everything."

  "That's deeply disturbing."

  "Acknowledged."

  They fell into silence.

  "What about tactical designations?" Saren suggested. "Alpha Squad. Omega Squad. Delta Squad. Clean, professional, no unnecessary metaphor."

  "Boring," Milo said immediately.

  "Practical."

  "Boring and practical aren't mutually exclusive," Zee added. "But Milo's right. We climbed from bottom tier to top three. We're not 'boring and practical' squad. We're something else."

  "What are we, then?" Valoris asked.

  The question hung in the air. Nine months ago, they'd been five strangers who didn't want to be squad. Who couldn't coordinate and argued constantly, who failed their first simulation so badly the instructor had called it pathetic. Who'd had nothing in common except being stuck together and terrified of failing.

  But they'd become something. Slowly, painfully, through shared struggle and gradual trust they’d learned to function as fractured pieces that somehow assembled into something whole.

  "Thornebreakers," Zee suggested suddenly. "We're ranked below Thorne-03 now, but we'll surpass them. Declare intent."

  "That's antagonistic," Saren said.

  "That's confident."

  "That's painting a target on us," Quinn said, looking up from their tablet. "Squadron rivalry naming convention historically increases competitive pressure by forty-seven percent. Sixty-two percent of antagonistically-named squads report higher stress metrics."

  "Do you have anxiety statistics too?"

  "Yes. Would you like to hear them?"

  "Absolutely not."

  Milo was fidgeting with something that looked like a miniature dimensional resonance detector. He turned it over in his hands, humming tunelessly the way he always did when thinking.

  "We're like a chimera, you know?" he said suddenly.

  Everyone stopped talking.

  "Mythological creature," Milo continued, voice taking on that particular intensity that emerged when genuinely engaged with an idea. "Ancient Greek. Lion head, goat body, snake tail. Three completely different animals that shouldn't work together. Monster made from mismatched pieces. Creature that shouldn't function but does anyway."

  The silence that followed wasn't uncomfortable. It was considering.

  Valoris tested the word in her mind. Chimera. A monster composed of incompatible parts. Something that defied logic by existing. Something fractured that functioned anyway.

  "That's..." Zee started, then paused. "Actually perfect."

  "Elaborate," Saren said, though her tone suggested she was already thinking about it.

  "We don't fit," Zee said. "Different backgrounds. Different strengths, weaknesses, ways of operating. Nine months ago we couldn't coordinate to save our lives, literally. But we adapted. Made it work even though we shouldn't have been able to. We're fractured pieces that assembled into something functional."

  "Something more than functional," Milo added. "Third place isn't just functional. Third place is good."

  "Chimera," Quinn said, voice carrying unusual thoughtfulness. "Unusual choice. High memorability. Low association overlap with existing squad names. Strong metaphorical resonance with our actual composition structure."

  "You're saying it's good," Zee translated.

  "I'm saying the data supports its effectiveness as squad designation."

  "That's the Quinn version of 'I like it,'" Milo clarified.

  Saren was quiet longer than usual, grey eyes tracking across something only she could see. Finally: "Chimera. Fractured but functional. Accurate assessment. I approve." That was about as close to enthusiastic endorsement as Saren got.

  Valoris looked at each of them: Zee with her constant restless energy barely contained, Saren with her cold precision and hidden depths, Quinn with their eerie intensity and obsessive data collection, Milo with his chaotic genius and perpetual optimism. Five completely different people who shouldn't have worked together. Who'd started as a disaster and become something extraordinary through sheer determination and gradual trust.

  "Chimera Squad," she said, testing how it felt. Not Squad Kade-07, which had always carried the weight of her family name and expectations. Just Chimera. A monster made from mismatched pieces. A creature that shouldn't exist but did anyway.

  It felt right.

  "We're owning the monster," Zee said, satisfaction in her voice. "Not pretending to be something perfect or seamless. Just acknowledging what we actually are: fractured, mismatched, functional anyway."

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  "Chimera Squad," Milo repeated, grinning. "We're literally a mythological impossibility."

  "The metaphor extends well," Quinn added. "Chimeras in mythology were considered both monsters and wonders depending on the story. Both threats and marvels. Entities that defied classification."

  "Which are we planning to be?" Saren asked. "Monsters or marvels?"

  "Both," Valoris said. "Whatever the situation requires."

  She looked around the table at faces that had become familiar over nine months of shared struggle. "All in favor?"

  Four hands went up simultaneously.

  "Unanimous vote," Quinn confirmed. "Squad designation submitted for approval."

  The approval process took thirty-six hours.

  Squad name submissions were processed automatically by administrative systems: basic verification that the name wasn't already in use, that it wasn't offensive and met regulation standards. Bureaucratic, efficient, impersonal.

  But tradition required personal review for the top three. Commander Thrace met with each squad individually after approval to offer congratulations. The summons came during academic instruction on the second day, delivered by a year-four student with practiced efficiency: "Squad Kade-07, Commander Thrace's office, 1400 hours."

  The walk to the command building felt longer than it should have. Thrace's office was on the third floor, in a section of the academy that first-year students rarely visited, the administrative heart.

  The door was already open when they arrived. Commander Thrace sat behind a desk that was simultaneously cluttered and organized, controlled chaos mastered through long practice. The walls were covered with tactical maps, deployment schedules, and photographs of graduating classes spanning decades. The dimensional exposure scars on her face caught the light from the window, making her look half-silvered.

  "Squad Kade-07," she said, not looking up. "Enter. Close the door."

  They filed in, Valoris first as squad leader, the others following in practiced formation. The office smelled like coffee, old paper, and something else. Something dimensional. Like the resonance that lingered in meditation chambers.

  Thrace finished reading whatever document held her attention, then looked up with a piercing gaze that felt like being analyzed at the molecular level.

  "Chimera," she said. Just the word. Flat tone, impossible to read.

  Valoris's heart was doing something uncomfortable in her chest, but she kept her voice steady. "Yes, ma'am. That's our chosen designation."

  "Interesting choice." Thrace leaned back, still studying them. "Mythological monster composed of incompatible parts. Creature that shouldn't exist but does anyway. Entity that functions despite fundamental contradictions."

  "That's... an accurate summary of the metaphor, ma'am."

  "It's also an accurate summary of your squad composition." Thrace gestured at them with something that might have been amusement. "Legacy recruit with crippling performance anxiety. Scholarship recruit with combat skills and resentment about structural inequality. Another scholarship recruit with perfectionism bordering on self-destructive. Genius with concerning instability. And..." She paused at Quinn, expression unreadable. "Student with psychological profile that raises a number of different red flags but somehow maintains peak performance anyway."

  Quinn didn't react. Valoris wasn't sure if that proved Thrace's point or contradicted it.

  "You were a statistical disaster waiting to happen," Thrace continued. "Your formation evaluation exercise predicted squad dissolution by week twelve. Instructor betting pool had you washing out before winter break. But you didn't."

  "We didn't," Valoris confirmed.

  "You climbed from sixty-first to third place. You achieved top-five ranking through sustained performance improvement and genuine tactical cohesion. Your final evaluation demonstrated adaptive problem-solving, coordinated execution under pressure, and, most importantly, trust between squad members."

  Thrace stood, moved around her desk to face them directly. She was shorter than Valoris expected up close, but carried authority that made her seem larger.

  "Chimera," she repeated. "Monsters or legends, depending on which story you read. The question is: which are you planning to be?"

  The question hung in the air between them.

  Valoris felt her squad's presence around her, four people who'd become more than assigned tactical assets over nine months of shared struggle. People she'd learned to trust, to lead and even to follow when her leadership wasn't what the situation required.

  "Either. Both." she said. "Whatever the situation requires, ma’am"

  Thrace's expression didn't change, but something shifted in her eyes. Something that might have been approval, or recognition. Or a warning.

  "Good answer."

  She returned to her desk, pulled up her tablet, made several quick notations.

  "Chimera Squad. Approved effective immediately. Your designation replaces Squad Kade-07 in all official records, tactical communications, and operational databases. You will be referred to as Chimera Squad for the remainder of your academy tenure and any subsequent military service."

  Relief washed through Valoris so intensely she almost swayed. They were officially Chimera Squad. Permanently.

  "Congratulations," Thrace added, and the word carried the weight that formal recognition deserved. "Third place finish for a first-year squad with your initial composition metrics is exceptional. You've earned this."

  "Thank you, ma'am."

  "However," Thrace continued, and the word made everyone snap back to attention. "Second year is harder. Significantly harder. Summoning preparation breaks some people. The dimensional exposure, the meditation depth, the psychological pressure of knowing you're approaching irreversible physical modification… it destroys students who seemed stable. It reveals instabilities in people who hid them successfully for a year."

  The office felt suddenly colder.

  "You're fractured pieces that made yourselves functional," Thrace said. "Make sure those fractures don't become breaks under increased pressure. Make sure you become the legend version of chimera, not the cautionary tale version."

  "Yes ma'am," Valoris said.

  Thrace studied them for a long moment, then returned her attention to Valoris specifically.

  "One more thing. Standard procedure for squads entering second year; you need to designate an official second-in-command. Someone who can lead if you're incapacitated, someone who shares command responsibility during complex operations." She leaned back slightly. "Your choice, Cadet Kade. Who's your second?"

  The question wasn’t difficult. Valoris had spent nine months learning her squad's strengths, their capabilities, how they functioned under pressure. She knew who held the formation together when tactics failed. Who kept them moving when exhaustion threatened.

  "Zee," Valoris said immediately. "Cadet Zavaretti is my second."

  She felt rather than saw the reaction ripple through her squad. Zee's surprise, brief but quickly controlled. Quinn's acceptance. Milo's immediate understanding.

  And Saren's response. The almost imperceptible tightening around her mouth, grey eyes flickering with something too controlled to be disappointment but too present to be nothing. But she nodded with the others, spine rigid with military precision.

  Thrace made a notation on her tablet, expression unreadable. "Cadet Zavaretti. You accept this designation?"

  "Yes, ma'am." Zee's voice carried steady confidence.

  "Good." Thrace looked up from her tablet. "Second-in-command is more than backup leadership. It's shared responsibility for squad cohesion, tactical coordination, and member wellbeing. Especially in second year, when summoning preparation pushes everyone to their limits."

  "Understood, ma'am."

  "See that you do." Thrace's expression softened slightly; not warmth, exactly, but something approaching human recognition. "You've built something here. Something genuine. Squad cohesion like yours is rare, especially between students from such different backgrounds. Don't waste it."

  "We won't," Zee said.

  "Dismissed."

  They filed out, closing the door behind them, and stood in the corridor in silence.

  "That was terrifying," Milo said finally.

  "That was approval," Saren corrected, voice carefully controlled. "Thrace doesn't waste time on squads she doesn't believe have potential."

  "She also basically told us second year might destroy us," Zee added.

  "It’s an accurate warning based on historical data," Quinn said. "Summoning year attrition rate is approximately fifteen to twenty percent. Psychological pressure significantly is higher than the first year. She was providing tactical information."

  "She was providing encouragement," Valoris said. They all looked at her. "In her own way. She approved our name. She acknowledged our achievement. She warned us because she wants us to succeed."

  "That's a very optimistic interpretation," Zee said.

  "I'm our squad leader. Optimism is required."

  They walked back toward their barracks through academy corridors that felt simultaneously familiar and new. They were Chimera Squad now. Not Squad Kade-07. Not a numeric designation that could be replaced or forgotten. An identity and a choice, and a statement about what they were and what they intended to become.

  Valoris fell into step beside Zee as they walked, keeping her voice low enough that the others couldn't easily hear.

  "You okay with second-in-command?"

  "Yeah." Zee glanced at her, something complicated in her expression. "Surprised, but yeah. You're sure?"

  "Completely. You hold us together when things get bad, and you’re flexible enough to adapt when plans go sideways. You're who they look to when I'm occupied elsewhere." Valoris paused. "You're who I'd trust to lead if I couldn't."

  Something shifted in Zee's expression; not quite vulnerability, but close. "Thanks. I won't let you down."

  "I know."

  Behind them, Valoris heard Saren's controlled breathing, the careful precision of her footsteps. She'd address that later. Make sure Saren understood the choice wasn't about capability or worth. But right now, walking through academy corridors as Chimera Squad with Zee as her second, it felt right.

  "Legend version, not cautionary tale," Milo said as they walked. "I like those options."

  "We'll be legends," Zee said with confidence that Valoris envied.

  "Statistically, most squads are neither legends nor cautionary tales," Quinn observed. "Most are adequately competent and forgotten by history."

  "We're not most squads," Saren said.

  And somehow, despite her usual cold precision and the tension Valoris could still sense in her posture, it sounded like a promise.

  Summer break began three days later.

  Two months of leave before second year started; time for students to return home, rest, train independently, prepare for what everyone understood was going to be the hardest year of academy life.

  Most students left within days. Transport vehicles departed constantly, carrying exhausted year-ones home to families and familiar places, carrying year-twos home to rest after summoning, carrying year-threes to summer deployments.

  Squad rankings were posted on the final day before official break:

  


      
  1. Squad Apex (formerly Thorne-03)


  2.   
  3. Squad Glacier (formerly Volkova-55)


  4.   
  5. Squad Chimera (formerly Kade-07)


  6.   


  Valoris stood looking at the board with her squad, reading their official designation for the first time in the permanent record.

  Chimera Squad. Third place.

  "Not bad for five disasters who shouldn't have worked," Zee said.

  "We earned this," Saren said simply.

  "We did," Valoris agreed.

  They stood together in comfortable silence, not needing to fill space with words, just existing in proximity and shared accomplishment.

  Most of the squad left for summer break over the following days. Saren went first, a transport to some advanced training facility she'd secured through scholarship performance. Quinn left second, heading to what they called "family obligation" with obvious reluctance. Milo departed third, back to parents who loved him but struggled with what he was, already nervous about the visit.

  Zee left fourth, transport to Industrial Sector Seven and the family who'd sacrificed to send her here. Valoris watched her go with something uncomfortable in her chest that might have been missing someone before they'd even left.

  Valoris left last, delayed by administrative meetings about second-year squad leader responsibilities, by instructors wanting to discuss her performance and potential.

  She returned home to the estate, to the hall of mechs standing like gods in glass and shadows, to her grandmother's questions and her parents' pride and the crushing awareness that third place wasn't first place, that Chimera Squad wasn't Apex Squad, that she still had so far to climb.

  But something was different this summer.

  Her grandmother asked about her squad, and Valoris talked about them. Actually talked, not just tactical assessment but real description of real people she'd learned to care about. Zee's combat instincts and underlying compassion. Saren's perfectionism and hidden vulnerability. Quinn's intensity and desperate need for structure. Milo's genius and infectious optimism.

  "You sound like you've found your squad," her grandmother said.

  "I have," Valoris realized. "They're mine. We're each other's."

  "Good. Real squad cohesion is rarer than tactical excellence. You've built something valuable."

  The summer felt longer than it should have. Two months that stretched like years. Valoris trained alone in the estate's private facilities, reviewed academic materials, practiced meditation, maintained her edge. But more than training, she found herself thinking about her squad. Wondering how their summers were going. Whether they were maintaining their skills. Whether they were thinking about second year with the same mixture of anticipation and dread that kept her awake some nights.

  Group messages started appearing in their squad communication channel around week three:

  Milo: Family visit going okay. Parents still nervous around me but trying. Built three new dimensional resonance detectors. Probably violating regulations remotely. Miss you all.

  Zee: Sector Seven is exactly as I remembered… loud, chaotic, real. Trained with local defense force. They're not academy standard but they're good. Coming back ready.

  Quinn: Family obligation complete. Returning to the academy early. Structure is more important than rest.

  Saren: The training program is excellent. Met other scholarship recruits. Realized Chimera Squad is superior to most squads I've encountered. Don't tell Valoris I said that.

  Valoris smiled at her tablet, then typed her own message:

  Valoris: Estate training is adequate but feels isolated. Looking forward to second year even with all the warnings about difficulty. We're Chimera Squad. We'll handle whatever comes.

  Zee: Damn right we will.

  Milo: Legend version, not cautionary tale!

  Quinn: Affirmative.

  Saren: I have confidence. See you all in three weeks.

  Three weeks became two. Two became one. And suddenly Valoris was standing in the transport, heading back to the academy, feeling something she hadn't expected: excitement.

  She was going back to her squad.

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