Father
was more irritated and short tempered today than usual, which was
often hard to top. He had barely made it through to breakfast being
served without someone being sent to the dungeons. He had appeared in
the door, dressed, but eyes shot with a lack of sleep, the circles
beneath his eyes darker than ever.
He
had always looked like an old man in my eyes, but since mother's
death he had seemed to age weeks to everyone else's days. He had
perked up a bit with the arrangement for a new bride, but the
troubles related to her arrival had set him back into bouts of anger
and frustration that lead him to look older than ever. He hadn't told
me exactly what the troubles were, but apparently the woman must have
had a change of heart as she was supposed to have arrived over a
month ago.
"Florin,"
my father grumbled, "do you have combat training today?"
He
had been moodily clanking his dish and slamming his cup around all
breakfast like he had wanted to yell at someone but no one had given
him a proper reason to yet.
"Yes
father," I answered.
He
had taken a keen interest in my training lately, particularly when it
came to combat. It seemed absurd given that my future was as the
king, not some lowly soldier to be sent to the slaughter. Kings were
not expected to be on the battle lines with the fodder, that was an
old practice long relegated to history. Times were much more
civilized and monarchs valued for their wisdom and guidance, not
their swordplay.
He
gave a grunt and returned his attention to scowling at his plate.
"Good, it will be useful in the future."
I
sorely wanted to ask him why, but it was foolish to prod a grumpy
bear. If he wanted me to know, he would continue explaining only when
he was ready. Otherwise, I knew the wisest course of action was to
only speak to him when spoken to. Many of the servants seemed to have
learned the same skill, everyone generally left him be unless there
was something important that he needed to tend to. Even then,
everyone was sure to tread very lightly.
"I
will be leaving later today," he said suddenly, slamming his cup
once again on the table, "I will not be back for at least a few
days." A scowl grew on his lips and he looked at me sternly. "I
want to hear that you've been studious and attentive to your teachers
while I'm gone."
I
nodded in understanding, confused about what connection him leaving
for business had anything to do with my studies or training. I highly
doubted that what he was going to do had much to do with me, I was no
where near ready to take the throne yet, I was barely coming into
age, yet to even get a whisper of coarse hair on my chin.
With
another grunt that I assumed was meant to be a farewell, father stood
and marched out of the room, servants scurrying behind him to clean
up his dishes and attend to his needs. My nursemaid appeared in the
doorway, lips drawn tight, deep in thought. She had always doted on
me, and often sought me out to ensure I was well and had all that I
desired.
My
mother and her had always seemed to have a tense relationship with
the maid acting more as the mother in many instances, her being the
one I would run to when injured or upset. It wasn't that my mother
was cold or unfriendly, she just always seemed sad when I came into
view, a smile diminishing or laughter cut off prematurely. It left me
wondering and asking why, but mother would just gently reach out and
pat my shoulder, telling me that what was wrong was no fault of my
own, then she would lapse into a long, sad silence.
"Florin,
my child," the nursemaid said in her matronly voice, "It is
time to get you ready for the day, your father wants you to take your
studies and training seriously."
"I
know," I said, rising from the table.
"Then
you should already be hustling. Come, let me run a comb through your
hair, it is still all a mess."
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I
complied, standing dutifully before her as she pulled a bone comb
from the many pockets in her dress and carefully pulling it through
my shoulder length locks. With her own children she was rough and
unapologetic, but with me she was gentle and took the time to
painstakingly untangle each knot before pulling the teeth through.
The difference always put a smile on my face, reminded me just how
important to the kingdom I was.
"Where
is father going?" I asked.
She
was silent a long moment. It was strange for her, usually she was
more than happy to engage in rapid fire conversation. It was typical
for her to talk for hours on end if there was nothing to interrupt
her.
"I
am not sure it is my place if he has not already told you," she
answered.
"Your
place is to serve me and my father, is it not?" I questioned. I
tried to keep my tone fairly light, I did not particularly like
enforcing my power at every turn like father, but it was important
for her to remember where her loyalties lay. "I believe that
means you cannot have secrets from me when I ask for information."
"Of
course," she said, stammering slightly. I didn't have to turn
around and look to know that her face had reddened. "He is off
to collect his betrothed now that he knows where she is being kept."
I
raised my eyebrows in surprise, I hadn't known her location had been
a mystery. It had been talked about like it was a political or
personal disagreement, not a kidnapping.
"Somebody
had been holding her?" I questioned.
"Yes,"
she said, then went quiet.
Her
obvious reluctance to say anymore began to grate on my nerves. I was
not some ignorant child, I could easily tell when she was withholding
information. I let out a grumbling sigh and the comb stopped, then
she let out a short sigh of her own.
"The
princess is being held by your aunt." It sounded like she had to
spit out the last word to force it between her lips. "A nasty
woman. Your mother was the only respectable member of her family."
I
turned around in surprise. "You know about my mother's family?"
The maid had always acted ignorant of my lineage from my mother,
quick to change subject and claim she didn't know. Mother had always
been tight lipped on the matter as well, prone to silence and staring
off into the distance when asked about it.
"A
bit," she admitted, her face showing she had been finally
caught. "Nothing you should concern yourself with though, they
are a nasty bunch."
"They
are still my blood and I deserve to know," I argued, raising my
chin into a regal pose.
"I
suppose so," she sighed. "I can tell you what you want to
know after your training today."
"No,
now," I commanded. It was the voice I used when I wanted no
argument, only respect for my power.
Flustered,
she took a seat at the table and let out a long, pained sigh. "Your
mother came from..." She trailed off and looked at me seriously,
worry in her eyes. "... a dark family." She looked to me
expectantly, but I did not flinch and motioned with my hand for her
to continue. "They are called the House Yser, and they fancy
themselves some kind of dark witches."
"Witches?"
I echoed. "They surely then are just mad. Witchcraft is only
believed by foolish peasants with too much time on their hands."
"I
do not believe it at all my child," she said quickly, "but
it is what they say. I saw your nasty aunt threaten your mother with
her evil powers."
"Here,
in the castle?"
"Yes,
we were sitting right here the morning after you were born." The
nursemaid's teeth clamped together like she regretted the words
escaping her mouth, but she was too caught now not to continue. "She
had heard that your mother was having a child."
"You
make it sound like she was not there to congratulate."
"No,
she was not." She licked her lips and leaned in close to me. "I
beg you not to tell your father that I have told you this next part."
There was a pause where she waited for me to agree, but she found no
agreement and begrudgingly continued. "Your aunt was there to
take your sister with her."
My
brow furrowed in confusion. I couldn't have possibly have heard
correctly, I had never heard of any siblings, always having been told
I was the only child.
"Your
father thought it best that you never know," she sighed. "It
is probably all for the best really, she was an ill-tempered and
spoiled little girl. Had it in her head that she still deserved to be
heir even though you were born a prince. Perhaps it is all for the
better that she was taken by that aunt so that you could be raised
and doted on without a dark, angry cloud floating around you."
"I
have a sister." My lips felt dry and my head spun. I was the
heir to the kingdom and yet people had been keeping secrets from me
my entire life. I understood that my father had the final say as
king, but surely something as important as my own kin should be in my
rights to know.
"What
was her name?" she whispered, eyes scanning the table before her
like it was potentially written in the wood. "Ah, yes, it was
Toria. Spoiled rotten, head in the clouds and arrogant, even as a
little girl. I don't know what had gotten into her head that she
should be heir even with a boy child born. She certainly did not get
it from me and I don't recall your mother filling her head with that
nonsense either. Some children are just born rotten." The maid
nodded her head in agreement with herself. "She should be just
past teenager now, and I'm sure she's been spoiled against any
goodness she may have been capable of with their ideas of witchcraft
and magic."
"I
want to meet her," I said with a nod of my head. "Even if
turned, siblings should know each other."
"I
do not think your father would approve of that," she said. "He
has known about her whereabouts this entire time and has never
visited, demanded her return, or inquired about her welfare as far as
I've heard. She is lost to your family and that is how it should
stay."
“He
may forbid me now, but he will not be king forever,” I replied.
“When it is my turn to reign I will not care to listen to the
reasons why I should not know her. I want to know her, we share
blood.”
The
nursemaid let out a long, pained sigh and stood again. “You are
still young and not wise to all of the world. Hopefully you will come
to understand that some things are best left forgotten in the past.”
She
motioned for me to turn back around so she could continue preparing
me for my training. I complied, but my mind still swirled from the
knowledge that I had a sister. I wondered if she looked like me and
if our connection would be immediate and we would recognize each
other as kin.

