"But
he has always been in my care. This is something he should hear from
me, I was the one who birthed him and has attended to him since."
A
voice outside my door woke me from my slumber and I sleepily raised
my head expecting to find the dawn streaming through the window.
Instead my room was still dark with perhaps the barest hint of light
straining against the night. Not
even the earliest of birds were chattering outside. The
night song of the crickets and other insects was still going strong.
"A
pity that he has been babied for so long, that ends today."
The
second voice I did not recognize and the chill behind it caused the
hairs on the back of my neck to stand on end. The voice sounded
foreign, or at least like no one in the kingdom I had heard before.
The accent was refined, the speaker obviously of some high born
background, no commoner could ever enunciate each syllable so
effortlessly.
"It
is so early-"
"None
of that," the accented voice commanded, "know your place."
There
was a long silence, then footsteps trailed away from my door, fading
into the distance. Whomever was left outside the door waited until
the echoing sound had faded from hearing before opening my door and
entering with a lit candle in hand. The flame illuminated a woman
with sharp, angular features currently drawn up into a look of
dominance. Her hair was stark
black and straight as a pin down to her waist. She
wore a jeweled hair pin of a gleaming sun to pull the strands to the
right side of her head and away from her face. The feature that
struck me the deepest were her dark eyes, seemingly empty pits
despite the flame, they bore into me, making me feel uneasy. Her
choice of clothing was strange, a plain, pale yellow cassock covered
her from just below her chin to her wrists and ankles. It reminded me
of the outfit the castle priest sometimes wore when blessing the
birth of a new child or overseeing the death ceremony of someone in
the castle.
"Good,
you are already awake."
"Who
are you?" I asked.
"I
am here to right a wrong," she said as she stepped further into
my room, setting the candle on my beside table. "I also come
baring harsh news."
I
sat up straight in my bed, eyes widening at what kind of news would
bring someone dressed like a priest to my room before sun up.
"Your
father has died," she said simply. The expression on her face
did not change to one of sympathy.
It
felt like the air had been sucked from the room. I had always known
my father was not the youngest of kings and my time might come sooner
rather than later, but I did not at all feel prepared to take over
for him. I was barely old enough to have the first signs of being a
man coming to fruition, how could a whole kingdom look to me for
leadership? Pressure like never before slammed down onto my mind and
my limbs felt heavy, like I was being pinned to the bed.
"I
know you must feel like you need time to mourn for your father,"
she continued, "but I'm afraid that there is much that you need
to do."
Yes, mourning, that was something I was expected to do. I had always
thought that when the time came I would be inconsolable, but instead
I mostly felt embarrassed that my first thoughts hadn't been of
sadness and grief. I did not know what that said about me, but I'm
sure it wasn't positive.
"Come,
it is time to rise and prepare for the day, a ruler must learn to
awaken before the glory of the sun. I will await you at breakfast."
She said no more and left the room, not looking back to ensure I was
complying.
With
stiff, numb hands I quickly pulled on trousers and a more formal
shirt than I was used to wearing. It felt right to look more royal
now and
it
was the only thing I could grasp that seemed like I was capable of
doing. Even that was not nearly good enough. My
father had dressed regally every day in fine garments of silk and
embroidery. The
only outfit I had to my name that really held a candle to that had
been constructed for my mother's memorial
and
I had experienced a major growth spurt since. I thought it would
likely be worse to walk around in a comically undersized, but elegant
attire than just accepting that I would have to be less formal for
now.
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The
dinning hall was mostly empty, as to be expected for so early in the
morning. The only soul present was the strange woman whom was already
eating her porridge and an exhausted looking servant girl who placed
a bowl in front of me. The woman did not look up to acknowledge my
entrance and instead kept her focus on the bowl before her, eating
seriously as if it were the upmost importance to finish the meal as
soon as possible.
Awkwardly,
I began eating, frowning as soon as the porridge hit my lips. The
servants knew how I liked my breakfast, but there was not an ounce of
sweetness or spice to the dish.
"Servant,"
I said with annoyance, "why have you brought me my meal not as I
ask?"
The
girl nervously snapped to attention and glanced towards the woman
still engrossed in her meal. She worked up the courage to part her
lips to speak, but was interrupted.
"The
time for childish ways of life has come to an end," the woman
intoned. "A healthy body and soul are not built on indulgences.
If you are to become a good and powerful king, you will need to leave
such things behind you."
My
face scrunched up into a look of confusion, it didn't make sense to
me for there to be a connection between how I preferred my food and
my abilities as a monarch. Father had never mentioned, nor shown any
restraint on the matter, in fact he had always been very vocal about
his preferences and quick to lash out when they were not forgotten.
It had seemed like it was a monarch's privilege to have the best of
everything they liked without question.
"This
kingdom has allowed its devotion to languish, it is no wonder that
you have not been trained in the proper ways to be pious," she
continued. "It is no matter, it begins being righted today."
I
pushed the bowl away from me and crossed my arms over my chest,
staring at the strange woman who had decided that she had more power
than the current reining monarch. Perhaps I had been too sleepy when
I was first awoken to question what was happening, but the more my
grogginess was fading, the more indignant I was becoming. This was
not how a monarch should be treated.
"Girl,"
I commanded to the servant, "fetch me a new bowl to my liking"
"No,"
the woman said simply, her eyes passing over the girl with a look of
warning.
"I
am the king, you are not," I said, voice raising, "I could
have you put in the dungeon, cast from the kingdom, or worse."
A
slight smile tugged at her lips and she shook her head. "You
will do none of those, I answer to a higher power, the almighty
divine."
"The
last time I checked, no priest or priestess held power over my
kingdom."
"Then
you do not know much of your kingdom's history, a deep shame."
She reached out and pulled the bowl of bland gruel back towards me.
"If you are so defiant, it is within the Great Church's purview
to declare a new heir. I hold that power right now, so when I say
eat, eat."
I
looked at her in shock, trying to decide if her words were some kind
of bluff. Surely if the Great Church had held power over my father I
would have been told about it before. My father was not a man who
would have allowed such a thing to stand, there had to be something
more behind it.
"Eat,"
she said again once I had failed to comply. "I will not ask a
final time and you do not want to find out what happens to defiant
children. I cannot stand when children believe that if they stomp
their feet long and hard enough that I will give in. I will not."
"What
happens?" I asked with a scoff, still refusing to listen.
The
woman turned her dark, dispassionate eyes to me and it felt like she
was staring directly into my soul. Goosebumps arose all across my
body and a lump began to form in my throat. There was nothing
outwardly threatening about her appearance, but something was making
fear dig claws into my mind. Despite the defiance in my mind, I found
myself reach out to the bowl, picking up the spoon, and bringing it
to my mouth. I kept telling myself to stop and put it back down, that
a monarch should not give in, but my body did not comply, I was not
in charge anymore. I wanted to scream in fear as I chewed and
swallowed, then my hand went in for another bite. I was a guest in my
own body, I could not even open my mouth to utter a word, I was just
a puppet being controlled.
"I
do not need your acceptance or consent, it is merely a matter of
politeness that I ask at all."
With
that, I felt my control return, my arm thunked to table loudly.
Though I knew I could, I did not move or speak, trying to comprehend
how she could have done such a thing. My mind instantly snapped back
to the maid telling me about the evil magic of my mother's family,
but surely it was all just commoner fantasy.
"Now
eat and do whatever else I say and I will not find further reason to
take matters into my own hands."
Of
my own will, I did as she asked, though with shaky hands. I was now a
king, master of his domain, it should not be that I had no free will
at all.

