The
sun was high in the sky, its rays dappling through the trees along
the gently worn path towards the portal rock. I had long ago lost the
feeling in my legs and I badly wished that it would have instead been
my back. Riding a horse for so long while balancing two other riders,
though small, had taken a harder toll on me than I had expected. The
matter was not helped by my insistence to ride as long as possible
each day to ensure our trip was as short as possible. The two girls
hardly seemed to notice the extended days, their youthful bodies not
as bothered by the constant jostling.
"Miss
Mari?" the young princess asked, turning her head to catch a
glimpse of my face. "What is your kingdom like?"
"Much
like what you are used to, only without men in charge," I
answered.
The
princess shifted to better turn towards me, a look of contemplation
on her face. "But then who makes the decisions?" she asked.
"The
women, of course." I snorted with irritation at such a silly
question. "Surely even your mother had some power over your
kingdom, it should not be such a foreign concept."
She
furrowed her brow and looked towards Alice as if she would back up
her confusion, the little girl only shrugged back.
"Well
yes, about things like the cooking, raising children, and the
servants, but what about war and armies?" the princess pressed.
I
let out a grumbling sigh, it seemed like the princess could barely go
a few minutes without some sort of question that could be easily
answered with just a little thought on her part.
"The
queen, my great niece, takes care of everything, including all the
different tasks I know are wanting to spill out of your mouth,” I
replied. “Women rule even more effectively then men, no matter what
you've heard or seen before."
The
princess turned her eyes back to the forest we were passing through
and went quiet, much to my relief. Alice had realized that I would
give no more answers than I desired and that her constant chatter
would annoy me. Tiffany either had not picked up the same lessons or
she, more irritatingly, did not care. Either way, I could not wait to
deliver the girls and take a long solitude in the comfort of my own
room.
"But
when she's married, she'll let her husband rule, right?" the
princess again questioned, shattering the brief moment of silence.
I
let out a sharp laugh. "Queen Toria will never marry," I
informed, "she is quite content with her consort and would never
dream of allowing a man to have any sort of dominion over her or her
kingdom."
"Never
marry?!" Princess Tiffany exclaimed, her face morphed into a
mask of horror. "But what about children, there needs to be an
heir!"
I
answered with a shrug and a grunt, the girl had accidentally hit on a
point that worried me as well. We had been lucky that Toria had been
born and was a good fit for the throne, but beyond her, we knew of no
others. The twins could have reproduced, but nothing had ever come
back from the reports to indicate that either of them had children. I
had a feeling that they were vehemently against conceiving their own
progeny due to the magic that influenced the outcome. I only hoped
that Toria would see reason when the topic would inevitably have to
be broached.
"Many
women birth children while not married," I answered, "surely
even you must know that. Her refusing to marry does not have to
dictate staying childless."
"Servants,
perhaps," she said, face turning pink, "but it is certainly
not proper for a royal woman to... to..." The princess let out a
loud huff and took a deep breath in. "...to carry a child whose
father is not her husband."
Tiffany
glanced briefly at Alice with a look that said she didn't think this
kind of conversation should be happening before someone so young. In
a low voice, barely above a whisper she said, "That would make
the future heir a bastard."
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A
wry smile curled up onto my lips and a staccato laugh escaped through
my nose. "My dear, you are currently riding with someone who
could be called a bastard."
The
girl's face paled and her lips parted slightly to start apologizing.
"I
carry that title with a bit of pride," I explained, waving away
her terrified expression. "My mother was a strong woman who
raised my sister and I to embrace and reinvent what it meant to be a
woman in this world. She never needed a man at her side to dictate
the decisions of her life. Frankly, I think the world in general
would be much better if the whole absurd notion of marriage was
abolished with. Does a noble horse care to marry? Perhaps the regal
cat slinking through the tall grass? No, nature's base state is not
monogamy or silly contracts, it is ever fluid and transforming."
The
princess looked at me with wide wonder, she couldn't seem to wrap her
mind around everything I was explaining. It was no matter, there
would be plenty of time to undo the years of incorrect training.
"It
is of no matter now," I said, "just quiet yourself with the
knowledge that you are traveling to a place where your happiness and
fulfillment will be paramount and your worth will not be determined
by the status of who you marry."
The
girl turned back away from me, looking out into the distance where we
were heading. The portal stone should come into view by the end of
the day and I had encouraged them to play a little game to see who
could spot it first. I could tell that she was not playing the game,
but instead was mulling over the new information I had fed to her.
Wearily,
I returned to my own thoughts, the only refuge I had from the
drudgery that was this return home. My thoughts were now of my
mother, the tender, yet fiery woman who gave Evonia her regal sense
of purpose and my own stalwart independence. It seemed that the older
I grew, the more often I thought of her, perhaps now that I was an
elderly woman, I could look back and recognize the impact of her
rearing in the path of my life.
My
mother, Aurora, had been little better than a servant, a handmaid to
a noble woman who kept her as more of a friend than a slave. Though
my mother was beloved by the lady of the manor, the duke was a hard,
cold man who cared only for his wife's abilities to entertain like a
well-mannered lady and to bear children. When my mother was barely a
young adult, the duchess began to find trouble conceiving anymore
children, losing them early or going for long stretches without any
signs of pregnancy. It was not long until the duke began to look
elsewhere, the easiest target was Aurora who was still beautiful,
youthful, and fertile.
Despite
the duchess' displeasure and my mother's unyielding refusal, Aurora
gave birth to her first child, Evonia. After the birth, my mother,
despite having no power before, used her new leverage to demand
better accommodations for herself and her child with the unspoken
agreement that she would willingly submit herself to the task of
carrying more children. It was the darkest point in her life, being
used for nothing more like a means of production and the agreement
did not last much longer beyond my own birth.
With
nothing to her name, my mother planned her escape for the middle of
the night, taking whatever valuables from the home that could fit
into a bag. Into the night with Evonia on one hip and myself pressed
to her bosom, she left the manor, never to return. Aurora spent many
nights wandering the beaten paths towards the towns scattered
throughout the kingdom she resided in, keeping off the road during
the day to prevent anyone who may be looking for her from taking her
and her children back. Eventually she made it to one of those towns,
sold her goods, and bought safety for us in the home of an elderly
woman, her silence assured by the modest sum the noble goods had
brought at the market.
We
were raised, partially in isolation in that small town, I could not
bring it's name to mind and I could not be sure that I had ever
actually known it. My mother worked in the bakery down the street,
reporting long before the sun rose in the morning and not returning
until the afternoon. Evonia was much more impacted by our simple life
in the near ramshackle house, she had lived with much delight in
finery with rich food and constant pampering. Though young, she made
her displeasure known.
My
first memories of my sister were her screaming fits towards my mother
about taking her away from the manor and her threats to tell people
where she really belonged. Thanks to her constant fuming state, my
mother and the old woman took turns ensuring that the two of us were
never outside of hand's reach in case Evonia ever took an opportunity
to run off and make good on her threats.
"There!"
Alice called out, dragging me away from the fading memories in my
mind. "Is that the rock?"
Focusing
my eyes on the road ahead of us, I was relieved to see that it was
instead the point of transition. There would still be a long ride
ahead of us after passing the barrier, but there was light at the end
of the tunnel.
"It's
just a rock," Tiffany said with a sniff, "it doesn't look
like a door or something we can pass through."
I
ignored the girl's ignorance and dug my feet sharply into the horse's
flanks to spur it into a faster trot.
"It's
not..." Alice said, voice trailing off. Her eyes were wide,
pupils dilating as she went into a sort of trance.
Tiffany
seemed not to notice, she continued frowning at the rock in front of
us, but I watched the youngest girls face carefully. The girl's
reaction to her first dose of pure, unmitigated magic would speak to
her possible affinities when trained.
Alice's
face turned up in a smile, eyes wide and unblinking, her hands
clasped tightly into the mane of the beast. With a loud gasp, she
seemed to snap out of her fugue state, looking to me with wonder. Now
within the sphere of magic surrounding the stone, my own magical aura
shown brighter, the edges clarified against the haze of wild magic
emanating from the stone. I would feel her gently press against my
magical aura with her own, a giddy look coming over her face as our
aura's touched. Her aura felt young and wild, it contained a
terrifying strength within it, my own eyes going wide at the girl's
sheer potential. I had never felt something so powerful residing
within a human, especially a human from such low birth. Her potential
excited the hairs down the back of my neck, sending a shiver through
my body. She alone could hold the potential to turn the tide of any
war she was a part of.
"Yep,
just a stupid rock."
Princess
Tiffany's words broke my awed state and I looked to her with a frown.
If she could feel none of what was happening around her, she was
truly as magically inept as I suspected. It was a pity that her
ultimate residence would not be within the walls of the kingdom,
perhaps the best we could do for her would be to let her chose her
own, separate fate.
"It's
beautiful," Alice whispered, her eyes back on the stone in the
path.
At
least I was bringing back one recruit, her potential perhaps great
enough to make up for the fact that I was returning nearly
empty-handed.

