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  It started quietly. It always starts that way.

  Kai caught it in his peripheral vision—the Domer shifted on the bench, leaned forward slightly, and something about the movement was wrong. Not anxiety, not boredom. Something directed. Kai turned his head a fraction of a second before the Domer opened his mouth.

  “Hey,” the Domer said.

  He was looking at the guy with the jacket—the one sitting next to Kai, with the dark circles under his eyes. He looked with a slight smile, rexed, like a person with nothing to do who has found entertainment.

  “Which sector are you from?” The guy in the jacket looked up. A pause—short, cautious. “Agro-9,” he said. “Ah.” The Domer nodded as if that expined something important. He was silent for a second. Then—quietly, almost pensively, with that same smile: “It shows.”

  The guy in the jacket didn't understand immediately. Then he did. Kai watched it pass over his face—slowly, from the bottom up, like a wave. He lowered his gaze. Clutched his knees with his hands. The Domer leaned back. The smile remained.

  Kai knew that tone. Not the voice—the tone. The intonation of a person who says something insulting so quietly and so politely that formally there’s nothing to compin about. *It shows*—two words, nothing specific, but the meaning was absolute: you smell, you’re from there, you’re below. The overseers on the farm spoke the same way. With the same smile. When they wanted to remind you who was who—not with a shout, not with a threat, just with intonation, calmly, like reporting the weather.

  Kai had always kept quiet. Always. Because an overseer could cut the daily quota. Because a scandal turned out sideways—not for the overseer, but for him. Because a smart person counts the price before opening their mouth. He knew this. He was good at it.

  He opened his mouth.

  “Hey,” Kai said.

  The Domer turned to him. His gaze—calm, slightly surprised. *Who is this even.*

  “You already said it,” Kai said. “No need to repeat it.”

  Silence. Not long—maybe three seconds. Но Kai felt the car around them change slightly. Several heads turned. The guy in the jacket looked up.

  The Domer watched Kai. The smile didn't go away—it became slightly tighter, slightly more attentive. “Did you say something?” he uttered. Quietly. Politely. “I did,” Kai confirmed. “You already said it. We all heard. Enough.”

  The Domer tilted his head slightly. Investigating—the way one looks at something unexpected, not threatening, just unexpected. “Do you know him?” he asked, nodding toward the guy in the jacket. “No.” “Then why...” “I don’t know,” Kai said. “Maybe I just couldn’t stay quiet.”

  It was the truth. Not a beautiful answer, not a smart one—just the truth. He couldn’t. Something in that smile, in that *it shows*, in the way the guy in the jacket lowered his gaze—something clicked inside and the words came out before he could weigh them. Twelve years he’d been weighing them. Today, it didn't work.

  The Domer watched him for another second. Then he took a breath—and then the guard stood up.

  Not fast. He just—stood up. Rose from his bench, straightened his uniform, looked at both of them. His gaze—without malice, without interest. The gaze of a man doing his job.

  “Quiet,” he said.

  One word. No threat, no expnation. Just—*quiet*—and in that word was the long-standing habit of being listened to. The Domer closed his mouth. Leaned back. The smile vanished—not into anger, it just disappeared. He looked out the window. The guard stood for a second. Satisfied. He sat back down.

  The car returned to silence.

  Kai stared ahead. His heart was going a little faster than usual—he felt it, not in his chest, in his throat—and he breathed steadily, intentionally, until it passed. Hands in restraints. No fists, no contact—just words, just three phrases, nothing had changed.

  One thing had changed. The Domer looked at him—once, briefly—and in that look was something new. Not respect. Not fear. Simply—*you exist*. Before, Kai hadn't existed for him. Now he did. It could be useful. It could be dangerous. Most likely—the tter.

  The guy in the jacket was looking at Kai. Kai didn't turn. “Thanks,” the guy said quietly. Almost soundlessly. Kai shrugged. “Don't,” he said. “I just couldn’t stay quiet. It’s not the same thing.” The guy kept silent. Maybe he understood, maybe not. Kai turned back to the window.

  The wastend below was still the same. The gear in his fist. One notch, second, third. *A smart person counts the price,* he told himself. *You didn't.* He knew. He didn't regret it. That was the worst part—because if you don't regret it, it means you'll do it again. And what happens when you do it again—here, in the Academy, where the guard won't be nearby—he wasn't thinking about that yet. He’d think about it ter.

  ---

  The Sky-Rail changed angle.

  Kai felt it with his body before his eyes—a slight tilt to the left, then a smooth turn; the magnetic guides under the floor changed their hum from a steady tone to something slightly higher. The car was describing an arc. Kai pressed his cheek against the grate—cold metal, rust on his lips—and looked ahead along the train's path.

  At first—just sky. Gray, ft, cloudless—there were almost never clouds here; dust in the atmosphere scattered the light before it could gather into anything visible. Then the horizon line. Then—what stood on the horizon.

  Kai didn’t immediately realize he was looking at it. Because it didn't look like a building. A building—that's windows, that's floors, that's something that can be counted and measured by eye. This was just a mass. A bck cube made of a material that didn't reflect light—didn't absorb it, didn't reflect it, just made light non-existent near it. Above the gray wastends, without windows, without decorations, without a single line that wasn't straight.

  Massive—Kai couldn't estimate how much; there was nothing familiar nearby for comparison—just massive, and the longer he looked, the rger it became as the Sky-Rail moved forward.

  Object “Zero.”

  His stomach tightened. Not fear—Kai knew the difference. Fear he knew: throat, cold, legs that want to go back. This was different. This was the realization—physical, in his gut—that this was it. No longer an abstraction, no longer a word on a draft paper, no longer a kitchen conversation over bean porridge. Here it was, real, going nowhere, riding to meet him and already very close.

  Beside him—movement. The guy in the jacket—the one from Agro-9—was also looking through the grate. He pressed against the other side, shoulder almost touching Kai's. He watched in silence. For a long time.

  Then quietly:“I thought—it would look like a school.” Kai stared at the cube. At how it swallowed the horizon as they approached. “No,” he said.

  The guy in the jacket said nothing more. They watched together—silently, without words, because there were no suitable words—as Object “Zero” grew out of the wastend toward the train. Something changed in the car—again, that collective, wordless thing, like with the scratching earlier. Several people turned their heads toward the windows. The Domer—Kai saw out of the corner of his eye—was also watching. The smile was gone. For the first time since the start of the trip—just a face, without a mask of confidence, just a person looking at what he’s heading into and not knowing what to do with it.

  *Only come back.* His mother's voice—not a memory, just a sound, as if she were standing nearby. Not *come back alive*, not *take care of yourself*, not *I’ll be praying*. Just—*come back*. One word, without conditions, without crification. A request he couldn't promise to fulfill and which he had accepted anyway.

  Kai squeezed the gear in his fist. The worn tooth dug into his palm—not painful, just a point of pressure, something concrete to hold onto. He breathed steadily. He looked at the cube. He thought: inside there will be something. People, rules, a system—one of its own, unlike the Sector, unlike the farm, unlike everything he knows. He’d have to figure it out. Have to do it fast.

  Two years. I promised you. Leo—disheveled, with those silly eyebrows, with hands clenched at his sides. *Will you come back?* Kai hadn't promised to return alive. He said—*I’ll be back*. The difference is small. The difference is that the first is a condition he cannot control; the second is an intention. An intention he can hold.

  Hold the intention. The rest—ter.

  The Sky-Rail began to brake. Smoothly at first—the hum just changed, became lower—then more noticeably; Kai swayed forward and braced his restraints against the handrail. Several people around him stirred, straightened up, someone adjusted their jacket reflexively—as if it mattered.

  The guard stood up. Straightened his uniform. Looked at the car. “Arriving.” His voice was the same, ft, standard. “Stand up. Do not speak. Exit one by one when I open the door.” Hands—forward; the restraints would be removed on the ptform.

  Kai put the gear in his pocket. He stood up. His legs were numb—he’d been sitting too long, uncomfortably; the bench hadn't been designed for comfort. He straightened up, felt his back crack, and set his feet shoulder-width apart. Around him, others were standing—twenty people rising from the benches almost simultaneously; the car swayed from the redistribution of weight.

  Object “Zero” now filled the entire window—only it, only bck material, only the absence of light where light should be. The Sky-Rail ran along its wall, slowing down, and the wall didn't end—it went on and on, smooth, without a single seam, without a single fw.

  Kai looked at it. He thought: two years. He thought: hold the intention. He thought: Leo is waiting. That was enough. It was always enough—not because it was easy, but because there was no alternative, and when there is no alternative—you go forward. You just go. One foot, then the second, then you see what's next.

  The train stopped.

  ---

  The door opened—and the cold hit immediately. Not gradually, not like a draft—the air outside was just different and it entered the car all at once, entirely. Kai inhaled: ozone, metal, something unfamiliar beneath it—dry, almost chemical, but not artificial. That’s how earth smells when it hasn't been touched for a long time. Dead earth.

  The guard exited first. Stood by the door. Nodded. Kai exited third—not on purpose, it just happened that way; two people before him moved first. He stepped onto the ptform and felt concrete under his feet—dense, cold, without a single crack. Skyran work. Everything here was Skyran work—the ptform, the joints between the sbs perfectly even, handrails along the edge without a single rust spot, lighting from above without visible sources, just a steady white light from nowhere.

  The recruits came out one by one and stopped—instinctively, in a huddle, shoulder to shoulder. Twenty people on gray concrete under white light. The restraints on their wrists clicked and came apart—on their own, without a key, without a command, they simply ceased to exist as a single piece and became two separate bracelets that fell to the ground.

  Kai rubbed his wrist. The skin under the bracelet was whiter than the rest—pressed down, slightly damp.

  Two people stood opposite them.

  The first—human. Kai identified it immediately: Academy uniform, gray with dark blue piping, insignia on the shoulder, face open—not young, with sharp features, gaze quick and evaluative. He looked at them as one looks at a batch of goods: counting, checking completeness, looking for defects. Later, Kai would learn this was Varra—a contracts officer. Now—just a man in uniform standing straight and waiting.

  The second was beside him. Kai saw him—and something in his head clicked and went silent. Not fear. Not surprise. Simply—everything else became background.

  Tall. Too tall—a head taller than Varra, who was not small. A form-fitting suit of fabric that shimmered like an oil film on water—dark gray, almost bck, with a stabilizer-colr at the neck. No weapon. No equipment. Just a figure—motionless, without a single extra movement, without inertia, as if it weren't standing but were part of the ptform.

  The mirrored visor of the helmet reflected twenty frightened faces. Kai saw himself in that visor—small, disheveled, with arms at his sides. He saw others nearby—just as small. All twenty, reflected and reduced, stared at their own reflections in the face of a being that didn't notice them.

  The Skyran wasn't looking at them. He was looking *through* them. Kai understood the difference immediately—it wasn't the gaze of a being that doesn't see them. It was the gaze of a being that has no reason to see livestock as long as the livestock behaves correctly. Not contempt. Worse—an absence of category. They weren't interesting enough to be despised.

  Varra spoke. A standard phrase—Kai caught fragments: welcome, Academy, contract activated, the next two years—but the words slid past. He watched the Skyran. The Skyran was silent. Stood there. Then—without warning, without visible movement—something changed in the air in Kai’s head. Not a sound. Not a word. A vibration—in his teeth, deep where the jaw connects to the skull. Cold, precise, without intonation. Kai didn't understand the content—it wasn't for him. It was for Varra.

  Varra gave a slight nod. “Follow me,” he said. And he walked.

  Twenty people moved after him—not immediately, a second of hesitation, then someone took the first step and the rest followed. Kai walked. The gear in his fist—he didn't remember when he'd taken it out; it was just in his hand.

  The ptform stretched ahead toward wide gates in the wall of Object “Zero”—dark, open, without visible hinges or mechanism. He looked back. The car was leaving. It had already pulled away from the ptform—silently, smoothly, as if it had never been there. It was going back, back to where they came from, back to the wastend and the Agro-Sector and the container with three ptes on the table. It was heading toward the farm.

  Kai watched it as long as he could. Then he turned forward.

  “Hey.” The voice—quiet, calm, without aggression. Kai didn't immediately realize it was addressed to him—then he realized it from the intonation. Someone was walking slightly behind and to the right, talking into his back. Kai didn't turn. He listened.

  “You shouldn't have jumped in back there, in the car.” A pause. Footsteps. The voice didn't get closer or further—the person kept his distance. “Here, they don't give you a pat on the back for that.” Calmly. Without malice. Just information—as ft as the guard’s voice about the scavenger outside. “Here, for that—it’s the Shafts.”

  Kai walked. He thought: the Shafts—he knew about those. Not the mines where his father worked. Others. The Academy's disciplinary level, underground, without windows and without a term—they sent those who broke order there, and there they remained until the system decided they had understood enough or had broken enough. People talked about it in the Sector—those who had retives in the Academy, those who had heard from those who had.

  He turned around. A face—calm. Not angry, not sympathetic. Just a face, with even features and dark eyes that looked at him without much expression. A guy about his age, maybe slightly older—held himself straight, walked steadily, hands free. There was something of the guard in him—that same habit of the world being arranged a certain way and it being better not to argue with it.

  Then the person looked forward. And said nothing more.

  Kai also looked forward. The gates were approaching—dark, wide, nothing visible behind them except white light that began somewhere inside and didn't reach the edge.

  *So I’ll be more careful,* Kai thought. A pause. He knew he was lying to himself. He knew because he’d said that about the overseers on the farm—three times, in different years—and three times he hadn't been more careful. Because caution requires you to keep quiet when that tone, that smile, that *it shows* happens—and keeping quiet doesn't work. It didn't work before. It won't work here. He knew this about himself. He just knew.

  The gear in his fist. One tooth, second, third. Kai stepped into the gate.

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