I ran. And ran. And ran.

  I looked down at my hands. They were shaking. I was hyperventilating, I am not ok. How, why, do people kill when it make you feel like this? I didn't want to die or kill, of course, I would have to, but not now, just please whatever being governs this world, let me have a break.

  I... I just need to get away from all this. I thought I was getting used to this but I'm not.

  I fall to the ground, having tripped on my own foot

  'ow'... I needed to clear my mind. Makes me wish I had a meditation skill. I looked at the buildings in the distance, maybe I would need to kill. Maybe.

  I layed down and just thought for a bit.

  i can do this. Not for people I know but for me. I need to stop coming up with abituarty reasons to move on, that can't be a good mindset. I may never get used to this, but at least I can try. I looked at my hands again, they had blood on them. I would have died, but I didn't, killing someone in self defence doesn't make me a bad person, it never did, i just made it out to be like that because nobody told me otherwise. I will need to kill, and I need to accept that, but not now. I sighed in relief, it was like a weight was removed from me.

  wow, That's a skill? well, I guess I'm glad I got it, will help next time I need to unwind like that. I got up and walked back to the buildings, it was getting late, and I didn't want to be outside during the night

  as I walked back I thought about stats, my titles brought them up, so I decided to try to find out what they are, well I guess I already have an idea but better to know for sure 'STATS' i screamed out in my mind

  well that can not be a good sign

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  ouch, 1 base charisma, maybe that's why I had trouble making friends, and keeping them... anyway, all my stats were below 10? sad. Though i guess that's why I got sent here, i wish i hit the gym more, this place sucks, the beds are lust wood, the only reason i was able to sleep the first time was because of how exhausted I was, i'm going to have to run a MILE to get that tired again! Uh, where was I? Oh, right, walking to town.

  the sand was grainy, man i wish I brought shoes, guess I was too panicked, maybe it would be better if they game us at least an hour to prepare, whoever made this tutorial must have had a vendetta against the weak. Maybe that's why there are errors, just no care for the tutorial, like why would you lock it only to give a title that allows you to access it? My guess is that only the normal tutorial goers were supposed to get it, they are so lucky. And- oh im back, just in time for bed too!

  I lazily walked into the welcoming, albeit bloody double doors of the forced communal housing and got on the wood i called a bed on the first night

  'I guess I can deal with this place for a few days' I thought as I thought as i finally got a not uncomfortable space on the wood, and right on que to ruin my day a ding arrives

  'well, fu-' was all I managed to think before I was teleported to a new place, this time with 100% less sand!

  that many people died already? And wasn't killing already enabled? AND I dont have anyone to team up with, you know what? I'm too tired to deal with this, {calm}, i know we've had our differences but its time for you to take control.